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Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
361
I hope to ctb soon but I really have fear of dying alone i need someone to be with me during the process
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
1,068
I know. Its a horrible thought isn't it. That's why my preferred method is opioids in my own bed just going to sleep.
 
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TennTrixie

Student
Aug 31, 2024
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There is a partners megathread where you can post that you are looking for a partner to CTB with or browse posts and contact someone else who says there are looking. Read the rules of the thread if you do go there. You can't comment on a poster's message. You have to contact them directly.
 
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dexdbxtchthewxtch

flirting with death 🖤
Dec 31, 2024
66
There is a partners megathread where you can post that you are looking for a partner to CTB with or browse posts and contact someone else who says there are looking. Read the rules of the thread if you do go there. You can't comment on a poster's message. You have to contact them directly.
I have also seen people post here in search of a witness, or someone to sit on voice call with when it happens. There is support for this! It may take a little more patience but it can be done. 🫂
 
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Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
361
I have also seen people post here in search of a witness, or someone to sit on voice call with when it happens. There is support for this! It may take a little more patience but it can be done. 🫂
Unfortunately I don't have much time anyone willing to provide support should dm
 
Unrequitedlife

Unrequitedlife

Conflicted daily
Jan 10, 2025
148
I hope to ctb soon but I really have fear of dying alone i need someone to be with me during the process
I think that is a truly natural fear. I hope you can find someone to comfort you during your time of need
 
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bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
394
That what i fear the most, even if your method was n or sn i would like to be with somebody holding me while i pass
 
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hardcorebisnis

love addict
Jan 2, 2025
20
That what i fear the most, even if your method was n or sn i would like to be with somebody holding me while i pass
same, i fantasise about this a lot but realistically i think it's a little selfish for me to want that
 
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Haematemesis

Student
Jan 12, 2025
190
I long for my time to come
Death means just life
Please let me die in solitude
 

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