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asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
187
If I'm jumping off of a cliff in the wilderness, then yes.

If I'm jumping off of a building in a densely-populated area, then no.
Yea I could never do it on a busy street near pedestrians. If you hit someone it's a basically a unintentional murder suicide
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Right now I'd be too scared to do it but I know I will have the motivation to do it soon enough due to how shitty my life is. Sometimes I feel like I have this sort of manic anger to end my life so that I don't have to suffer. This anger ironically comes from pro lifers and suicide preventionists. If it wasn't for them, I don't think I'd ever jump. Their attempts to keep me alive so that they can inflict their bullshit, vile pro suffering agenda upon me makes me want to ctb even more and it's with this motivation of escaping this shitty world that would make me jump
 
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Proxar

Proxar

Member
Nov 21, 2024
23
Yes, its actually the way i wanna cbt in a few months, im gonna just save for a few months, book a 2 day hotel with the highest room available and eat some stuff, smoke some weed, and in the middle of the night just thrown myself into the void, i dont wanna traumatize my family, so this is the best way for me tbh.
 
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asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
187
Yea almost same situation but I will be on public bridge early am hours. I'll make sure no pedestrians see me and I'll call 911 before I jump to make sure they recover me. 800ft jump is fuckin crazy. I watched pov jump from 1k feet and it's wild.
 
painfree

painfree

Live and let die
Oct 29, 2024
47
Take 2 zopiclone ahead (I don't fall asleep right away and it lowers my inhibitions) and absolutely yes if guaranteed
 
asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
187
Take 2 zopiclone ahead (I don't fall asleep right away and it lowers my inhibitions) and absolutely yes if guaranteed
Never heard of that drug somehow lol. If you're not in U.S then it makes sense.
 
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drowinginsorrowww

Member
Aug 4, 2021
31
Before anyone saw me yeah
 
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regular john

Experienced
Dec 17, 2020
277
Chemical or ligature for me.- can anybody say few words about each of those methods ?
 
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regular john

Experienced
Dec 17, 2020
277
ligature has to do with partial hanging when you apply pressure to neck veins so that you lose consciousness and then ctb. what about chemical method ? is this sn method ? can you say few words about hanging from the tree ? what happens when you step of the chair ?
 

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