. Try to eat lovey, as you will feel better if you do - even if it's something like soup and toast.
and @woxihuanni, here's a few hugs
Well, shit (no pun intended). At any rate do you guys think it's more worthwhile to eat before I ctb? I've fasted for a little over three days before and was fine.
It's up to you, whatever makes you feel more comfortable physically and mentally :)
I'm hoping to ctb somewhere where I won't be interrupted: maybe some empty parking lot inside my car. I'm trying to arrange for cops to find me, but not sure how. I guess I don't particularly have any love cops, but I'm sure some of them aren't the gestapo types you hear about in the news. I don't want some innocent person to have to clean up my excrement either. If I eat one last meal right before ctb, would it stay in my stomach undigested?It can take around 5 days + for food to pass through the gut, the more fibrous it is the longer it takes. You can keep eating the easy to digest (and will pass through quickly) stuff like white bread and mash potatoes (no skin) and then perhaps cut back in the last day or so.. or enjoy yourself and then give your self an enema just before.
Or don't worry about it, whoever finds you is probably going to be more concerned with the finding you than whether you've shit yourself or not I suspect.
and @woxihuanni, here's a few hugs
perhaps a couple of small mouthfuls an hour and it might slip down unnoticed? (yeah maybe not but you never know, you might be able to outsmart it)
The reason I'm concerned about being found somewhat quickly is so I can donate bodily tissue. I'd obviously give myself a solid time window to ensure I do the deed or to back out if I so choose, but I figure I might as well help some people who actually want to live. I've always been kind of disappointed I never got to donate bone marrow. I signed up and was contacted as match, but was told months later that the doctor thought it wouldn't be a good idea for the patient. I want to give something to someone somehow.
can you keep liquids down? is it worthwhile trying something like those liquid meal replacements or perhaps something a lil more palatable like a banana milkshake? (you get some protein, vitamins and calcuim that way and ice cream!)
Thanks, I just figure I might as well. According to donatelife.net, "you can heal the lives of more than 75 people." They can take all kinds of shit from you after you die, like your corneas and skin for grafting. Being registered as an organ donor comes with tissue donation, so I'm already registered. According to that site, tissue donation must be initiated within 24 hours of death. I figure if I give myself 4-5 hours before being found, things will work out. My method (N2) should only take 40 mins at the very latest.
I'm really sorry to tell you this but... the sludge, man... the sludge. I wish I could reassure you that there's something you can do to guarantee nothing will come out of your rear end. Unfortunately, even if you fast and do an enema right before you ctb (which is your best bet btw), there's no guarantee.
I originally planned on doing it in my car with my seatbelt on and my hands under the seatbelt. Whatever happens, I don't want the car dirty. I could try to get a room somewhere too, I just can't do it at home so I'm not interrupted. I'm worried the car would stink after, and I'm not sure how to get a nitrogen canister in a hotel.
