Fastest way to Ctb

[Fabioben]

I was planning on doing it a more effective way by gun but my gun trainer caught COVID and had to cancel. I was prepping for a month. And honestly the state in which I live in makes it very difficult to obtain guns. There's too much risk of being caught with loaded gun in your car and the best way to Ctb is probably going to a really remote place or another state like Arizona or Nevada where there won't be any issue if you're caught with a gun.
That's a long time consuming process.
I'm not familiar with guns and firearms and have to train and take the stupid test.


There aren't many trees where I live in and no sturdy ceilings so hanging will.be extremely difficult. I've bought rope before hoping to do so at a park but not much luck.

I need a faster way. I always wanted to avoid overdosing because it's the least efficient way and I really want this to end. I don't know where to get access to sodium nitrite. I need a quick way. Even if it's painful. Something simple and quick.

 

[CassieHoward]

if you truly don't care about pain , you can go somewhere as remote as possible, park your car, and make some hydrogen sulfide gas.

on one hand, death is pretty well guaranteed if you're not found... the only issue is that it's almost certainly one of the worst ways to go and, honestly, i can't recommend it for that reason alone.

 

[Sun n showers]

I was planning on doing it a more effective way by gun but my gun trainer caught COVID and had to cancel. I was prepping for a month. And honestly the state in which I live in makes it very difficult to obtain guns. There's too much risk of being caught with loaded gun in your car and the best way to Ctb is probably going to a really remote place or another state like Arizona or Nevada where there won't be any issue if you're caught with a gun.
That's a long time consuming process.
I'm not familiar with guns and firearms and have to train and take the stupid test.


There aren't many trees where I live in and no sturdy ceilings so hanging will.be extremely difficult. I've bought rope before hoping to do so at a park but not much luck.

I need a faster way. I always wanted to avoid overdosing because it's the least efficient way and I really want this to end. I don't know where to get access to sodium nitrite. I need a quick way. Even if it's painful. Something simple and quick.

Where are you located?

 

[Ethereal Knight]

actually overdose is not unreliable, it depends on what drug we're talking about.

there are reliable ones, like amitriptyline.

 

[steve_s5]

Fast methods are it depends painless or not?
- Nembutal
- Hanging (Partial/Full)
- Inert Gas
- Suicide by using Guns ( higher Caliber, Shotgun)
- Drowning
- Jumping in the Train ( Brutal and not recommend )
- Jumping from a higher building

 

[FuneralCry]

All that anyone can do is look at the resources section and decide what is best for themselves and once you have a few more posts, you will be able to access the search function. What is the best method depends on what the person has access to. Suicide really is so difficult and I understand your frustrations. I am also tired of living. The reason as to why I am still alive is because of limited access to methods and the fear of failure. I hope that you find relief from your suffering. Best wishes.

 

[outrider567]

Nembutal
Nitrogen
Sodium Nitrite

 

[Fabioben]

Where are you located?

Sorry to reply all late but I'm located in the stupid state of California where buying a firearm is incredibly bureaucratic.

 

[Sun n showers]

Wish I was in USA, UK is almost impossible

 

[Fabioben]

if you truly don't care about pain , you can go somewhere as remote as possible, park your car, and make some hydrogen sulfide gas.

on one hand, death is pretty well guaranteed if you're not found... the only issue is that it's almost certainly one of the worst ways to go and, honestly, i can't recommend it for that reason alone.

Thanks. I'll look into it. The only issue is researching how to make it. But I'll figure it out as long as the ingredients are far out of reach

actually overdose is not unreliable, it depends on what drug we're talking about.

there are reliable ones, like amitriptyline.

Sorry for my ignorance but for amitriptyline
I would need a psychiatrist's prescription right?

Nembutal
Nitrogen
Sodium Nitrite

The only issue is where to obtain sodium nitrite. I'm down to buy it . But don't know where exactly.

Wish I was in USA, UK is almost impossible

Why is it almost impossible? With regards to guns ?

Nembutal
Nitrogen
Sodium Nitrite

So I'm doing some research and nembutal is new to me and just unbelievable that it exists.
I know this is probably not your scope, but it appears that the easiest place to purchase it is Tijuana Mexico. I'm a native Spanish speaker. I'm close to the Mexican border. Unless there's an easier way to obtain it here in the US which would.save me the trip, I think it might be a good plan.
It's just a matter of trusting the vendor.

 

[Sun n showers]

Thanks. I'll look into it. The only issue is researching how to make it. But I'll figure it out as long as the ingredients are far out of reach

Sorry for my ignorance but for amitriptyline
I would need a psychiatrist's prescription right?

The only issue is where to obtain sodium nitrite. I'm down to buy it . But don't know where exactly.

Why is it almost impossible? With regards to guns ?

So I'm doing some research and nembutal is new to me and just unbelievable that it exists.
I know this is probably not your scope, but it appears that the easiest place to purchase it is Tijuana Mexico. I'm a native Spanish speaker. I'm close to the Mexican border. Unless there's an easier way to obtain it here in the US which would.save me the trip, I think it might be a good plan.
It's just a matter of trusting the vendor.

Yes obtaining a gun in uk very difficult

 

[johndillinger]

So I'm doing some research and nembutal is new to me and just unbelievable that it exists.
I know this is probably not your scope, but it appears that the easiest place to purchase it is Tijuana Mexico. I'm a native Spanish speaker. I'm close to the Mexican border. Unless there's an easier way to obtain it here in the US which would.save me the trip, I think it might be a good plan.
It's just a matter of trusting the vendor.

It's pretty hard to get N in Mexico these days as they have figured out that Americans are doing this. The way to do it (in the past) was to go to a vet supply store and say you have a dog/horse/etc. that is dying and trying to get them to give it to you for euthanasia. It definitely helps you are a native speaker but I wouldn't count on it working because the vets/suppliers down there all know about this. The PPH details this and there are a bunch of threads on it as well on this site. A good way to find what you need on this site is to do a keyword search (Duckduckgo, google, etc.) with something like "N from Mexico" + "site:sanctioned-suicide.net". This will only give results from this website and make it easier to find info. I think your best bet for getting N is to wait for a new online supplier to come as all the current ones are either scammers or have gone out of business.

I'm on my research journey to find the best method as well. N is the ideal choice but I am assuming I am not going to be able to get it and plan accordingly. If I can get it because a new online supplier comes, great. If not, I like exit bags, SN, or partial suspension (in that order). But I need to do more research on all of them. The LAST thing I want is to fail and be stuck as a vegetable for 40 years. A big thing to keep in mind is SI, as the question is can you get yourself to go through with it.