Fastest, most painless method?

[explsionsinthesky]

So I need a way to be able to end it without so much pain, and I want it to be fast because I'm the tend to chicken out last minute. I thought of partial suspension, but I heard if you do it wrong you could survive with brain damage? And full suspension sounds painful. I tried pressing my neck down while in bed a few times but the overwhelming feeling of blood rushing was too uncomfortable and weirdly painful, would partial suspension feel the same way?
I was thinking maybe I take a bunch of sleeping pills and alcohol so I'm too out of it to back out, and/or if I fail I still have a chance at dying from the overdose?

I don't know where I can do this yet but I'm guessing it'd be at home or at a dorm, so I wouldn't want it to be too gruesome to find for the sake of those finding me..

 

[Mytimeisup1]

I am going to do partial suspension myself. I am going to the woods next to the graveyard that way whoever finds me will be accustomed to the situation. The key is having a proper knot and having the knot on the left side of the head(from what ive read. I have tried to OD many of times with no success besides being in ICU for over a week. This has been a long time coming
I will doing mine either later tonight or tomorrow. Either way I hope you the best of luck and plan oon seeing you on the other side my friend.
When do you plan on doing this?

 

[Avicii]

I am going to do partial suspension myself. I am going to the woods next to the graveyard that way whoever finds me will be accustomed to the situation. The key is having a proper knot and having the knot on the left side of the head(from what ive read. I have tried to OD many of times with no success besides being in ICU for over a week. This has been a long time coming
I will doing mine either later tonight or tomorrow. Either way I hope you the best of luck and plan oon seeing you on the other side my friend.
When do you plan on doing this?

I dint get how partial suspension works surely you can stop yourself whereas full you can't

 

[explsionsinthesky]

I have some graveyards in my area, I did not think of that. Do you think it's considered disrespectful to do at a place like that, though?
What's the proper knot, is it the slipknot? What kind of rope are you using @Mytimeisup1
And I don't know when I plan on doing this. Maybe after I move out, maybe after my boyfriend comes to see me for the first time. Or before. I'm just really tired right now I need a plan to take comfort in when all goes to shit

 

[Mytimeisup1]

If you do it right you will be out within 3-10 seconds. Not much you can do when you are out cold.

I have some graveyards in my area, I did not think of that. Do you think it's considered disrespectful to do at a place like that, though?
What's the proper knot, is it the slipknot? What kind of rope are you using @Mytimeisup1
And I don't know when I plan on doing this. Maybe after I move out, maybe after my boyfriend comes to see me for the first time. Or before. I'm just really tired right now I need a plan to take comfort in when all goes to shit

I really don't care about the respect part of it due to me wanting to be with them anyway. I am using a slipknot. Just practiced it a few hours ago. Not sure what the rope is called but got it out of a friends storage shed. It doesn't have any give to it and I know that is the most important aspect. I have full confidence this will work.
Partial suspension, from what ive read, is the best way to do it and be successful. I don't want to steal a gun and that is too much to clean up, even if in a graveyard. I plan on getting everything set up and finish getting drunk. Then I will take a few sleeping meds and doing what needs to be done. I do know how hard everything is due to me trying OD and hanging before. The hanging I used an extention cord but I broke the cord and the OD just landed me in ICU. SO i have learned from my mistakes and have done my homework on it this time.

 

[not_a_robot]

I dint get how partial suspension works surely you can stop yourself whereas full you can't

that's what's so amazing about it, IMO. The ability to reject SI and not just lift up. I know the point is to pass out fast, but partial always impresses me with the ability to reject SI.
Here's my vote for quick/painless.

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[Mytimeisup1]

that's what's so amazing about it, IMO. The ability to reject SI and not just lift up. I know the point is to pass out fast, but partial.alwatlys impresses me with the ability to reject SI.

I have read some instances but I feel most people are truly not serious about actually following through with it. I feel most people only want the attention that goes along with failing. I have failed and hate the attention and hate being locked up for it. I am not a young man. I have a story, like most do, but mine is a story of me failing. Time and time again. Not just with suicide but with relationships and life in general. My parents are dead, two brothers dead, and countless friends. Im not here to fail. I am just here passing through so I can vent before I do what, I feel, needs to be done. I have done research and without having a gun to shoot myself this is the best way to succeed seeing im afraid of hieghts. lol I am not familiar with the SI term but assume it has to do with partial suspension.
I have noticed you have been posting for a few years now and wonder how you haven't got it right yet?

 

[not_a_robot]

I have read some instances but I feel most people are truly not serious about actually following through with it. I feel most people only want the attention that goes along with failing. I have failed and hate the attention and hate being locked up for it. I am not a young man. I have a story, like most do, but mine is a story of me failing. Time and time again. Not just with suicide but with relationships and life in general. My parents are dead, two brothers dead, and countless friends. Im not here to fail. I am just here passing through so I can vent before I do what, I feel, needs to be done. I have done research and without having a gun to shoot myself this is the best way to succeed seeing im afraid of hieghts. lol I am not familiar with the SI term but assume it has to do with partial suspension.
I have noticed you have been posting for a few years now and wonder how you haven't got it right yet?

I joined a month ago. How have you attempted OD many times and never got it right yet?

 

[Mytimeisup1]

I just looked up your page and realized that but the pic you use has been used before back in 2014 and 15. My bad. I am sorry if you felt any disrespect.

I joined a month ago. How have you attempted OD many times and never got it right yet?

Please read my post just above this one. I was wrong and apologize for disrespecting you. I just know that when I do this it will work. It has too. I will do it again right after I wake up if it doesn't.

I joined a month ago. How have you attempted OD many times and never got it right yet?

Due to OD being such a low risk of actual success. My first time I was about 13 and didn't really know what I was taking but took about 100 different pills.(my fathers pills who had multiple health issues) I woke up and still had to go to school, seeing my dad didn't care how I felt. I was sent home by the nurse and was bed bound for three days. (no one knew) Since then I have tried multiple concoctions including valium, methadone, pain, sleeping, and a various of other pills. I have only tried 4 times total in my life. Twice i was in ICU due to me being found (not sure it would have worked anyway) and was given a black chalk substance to counteract what I took. I have thought of buying a bunch of heroin and shooting it but I hate needles very much. the same reason I wont jump off of a tall building. (fears) The same reason why I cant live anymore. (fears) I cant say I care if you don't understand.

 

[SinisterKid]

Please, please, please, stop making assumptions about other members attempts. Until you can prove otherwise, every account of failed attempts is 100% kosher and perfectly valid.

Has the OP thought of or considered SN?

 

[Mytimeisup1]

Please, please, please, stop making assumptions about other members attempts. Until you can prove otherwise, every account of failed attempts is 100% kosher and perfectly valid.

Has the OP thought of or considered SN?

What is SN?

 

[Theon]

N seems to be the holy grail of fast and painless. SN appears to be in second place.

 

[Mytimeisup1]

N seems to be the holy grail of fast and painless. SN appears to be in second place.

I am very confused???? I have no clue what your talking about.

I am very confused???? I have no clue what your talking about.

Nitro?

 

[Theon]

N stands for Nembutal. SN, sodium nitrite.

 

[Throwaway9787]

N seems to be the holy grail of fast and painless. SN appears to be in second place.

Id say amitripyline cocktail is second place if done correctly. People who have failed with it due to being found said they felt nothing, due to the benzo induced sleep.

 

[Mytimeisup1]

N stands for Nembutal. SN, sodium nitrite.

After looking up N i think I will just do it the free way. I can not afford the prices they are talking about. Granted it would be great but the cost is astronomical. I do thank you for the lesson though. If I would have known about this earlier maybe I wouldn't have gambled most all of my money away. lol
I just looked up another site that has it much much cheaper but I do know it is not legal in the US so how is it possible to order online?

 

[soda_pressed]

Quickest would probably be jumping.
Most painless? Probably N or opiate overdose

 

[jake3d]

I just looked up another site that has it much much cheaper but I do know it is not legal in the US so how is it possible to order online?

'A' is the only reliable supplier of 'N' in the whole world right now, there are lots of scammers out there that want to profit from desperate people. Do not order it anywhere else. How it gets thru customs (most times, at least) is because it is disguised as a different product, the labels on the bottles are changed.

Sodium Nitrite is legal, cheap and available from Amazon and Walmart (seriously!). The anti-emetic pills are a bit harder to get but for you in the US "alldaychemist" has you covered, look for "Perinorm" (metoclopramide) and "Vomistop" (domperidone). Either of these will do. Domperidone is slightly weaker but does not cross the blood-brain barrier so less chance of side effects, some people cannot tolerate meto at all due to severe side effects so go for domperidone if you're worried.

 

[explsionsinthesky]

so I've been reading this and I don't want to really go through the hassle of buying different things to overdose on. and I've also failed some overdoses and I have very overprotective parents who always know my location and my card transactions (though I'm 18). I just want to do something accessible and does not require a lot of planning and buying. Something I can do on impulse.
I want to do partial suspension, I'm just concerned about finding the right rope, and finding a stable place to tie it. And how to make sure it's working, how to let myself pass out, what I should feel being passing out. How to ensure it really works because I really do not want to fail again to risk getting locked up and having everyone mad at me for pulling this shit again

 

[cornflowerblue]

so I've been reading this and I don't want to really go through the hassle of buying different things to overdose on. and I've also failed some overdoses and I have very overprotective parents who always know my location and my card transactions (though I'm 18). I just want to do something accessible and does not require a lot of planning and buying. Something I can do on impulse.
I want to do partial suspension, I'm just concerned about finding the right rope, and finding a stable place to tie it. And how to make sure it's working, how to let myself pass out, what I should feel being passing out. How to ensure it really works because I really do not want to fail again to risk getting locked up and having everyone mad at me for pulling this shit again

Impulsive things fail, and you can end up a vegetable. There's no way to guarantee success without a lot of research and planning.

 

[explsionsinthesky]

Impulsive things fail, and you can end up a vegetable. There's no way to guarantee success without a lot of research and planning.

i guess what i mean is, i want to have a plan to execute right when i find the best timing. i want to have all the research and planning done, and a rope hidden somewhere and i want it to be with me whenever. and maybe when the next thing that goes wrong, i know ill break down, and i need to be in a really bad breakdown so i can go through with it because i tend to hold on to the tiniest bit of hope that i later realize was false hope when i look closer. you get what i mean? i just want to be ready for when i hit my next rock bottom

 

[Mytimeisup1]

Im just going to stick

i guess what i mean is, i want to have a plan to execute right when i find the best timing. i want to have all the research and planning done, and a rope hidden somewhere and i want it to be with me whenever. and maybe when the next thing that goes wrong, i know ill break down, and i need to be in a really bad breakdown so i can go through with it because i tend to hold on to the tiniest bit of hope that i later realize was false hope when i look closer. you get what i mean? i just want to be ready for when i hit my next rock bottom

Don't let people get you down. I am doing mine tomorrow and am just going to be in the woods next to a cemetery. I am much older and don't have anyone looking out for me. My parents are dead already so im just going to basically go home. I am using a basic rope. I don't know about different types of ropes but know it doesn't matter as long as the rope does not stretch. I will be using a basic slipknot and tying it to a tree. I am going to be super drunk and take some sleeping pills about an hour before I do it. I have tried many times myself with pills and of course did not work properly. I am getting pretty scared but will not be as scared beforehand due to me going to be drunk and I will listen to the songs that make me remember why I am doing what I am doing. I have a story, like most people do, and I might share a part of my story before I set off onto my journey tomorrow. I believe that this journey is definitely not the last. I am not super religious but definitely believe in another realm that we go to.
I am truly sorry you feel this way at such a young age but I tried my first time at 14 so I can definitely understand. I do want you to know that you are young enough to change your life to make it a very happy one. I unfortunately have made too many mistakes to come back from. I have dug my own grave already and really have no one to lean on anymore. I haven't burned bridges, I just didn't create enough of them I guess and trusted the wrong people. Just research on how to do it first. Not saying I am an expert by any means but I truly feel I will succeed. If not you all will know. If this doesn't work im just going to use the shotgun. I just didn't want to leave such a horrible mess.

 

[Jumper]

i guess what i mean is, i want to have a plan to execute right when i find the best timing. i want to have all the research and planning done, and a rope hidden somewhere and i want it to be with me whenever. and maybe when the next thing that goes wrong, i know ill break down, and i need to be in a really bad breakdown so i can go through with it because i tend to hold on to the tiniest bit of hope that i later realize was false hope when i look closer. you get what i mean? i just want to be ready for when i hit my next rock bottom

Yes. That is my strategy as well. Meticulous planning, but need 24/7 method availability so that I can access it during impulsive moments.

 

[Mytimeisup1]

I am getting nervous but my music helps

 

[jake3d]

If you are going to hang yourself then do full suspension, partial is way too easy to back out of.

 

[explsionsinthesky]

Im just going to stick

Don't let people get you down. I am doing mine tomorrow and am just going to be in the woods next to a cemetery. I am much older and don't have anyone looking out for me. My parents are dead already so im just going to basically go home. I am using a basic rope. I don't know about different types of ropes but know it doesn't matter as long as the rope does not stretch. I will be using a basic slipknot and tying it to a tree. I am going to be super drunk and take some sleeping pills about an hour before I do it. I have tried many times myself with pills and of course did not work properly. I am getting pretty scared but will not be as scared beforehand due to me going to be drunk and I will listen to the songs that make me remember why I am doing what I am doing. I have a story, like most people do, and I might share a part of my story before I set off onto my journey tomorrow. I believe that this journey is definitely not the last. I am not super religious but definitely believe in another realm that we go to.
I am truly sorry you feel this way at such a young age but I tried my first time at 14 so I can definitely understand. I do want you to know that you are young enough to change your life to make it a very happy one. I unfortunately have made too many mistakes to come back from. I have dug my own grave already and really have no one to lean on anymore. I haven't burned bridges, I just didn't create enough of them I guess and trusted the wrong people. Just research on how to do it first. Not saying I am an expert by any means but I truly feel I will succeed. If not you all will know. If this doesn't work im just going to use the shotgun. I just didn't want to leave such a horrible mess.

You have a story to tell, which is admirable. I have done nothing with my life and not even made much mistakes to learn from. I've basically just been a useless piece of garbage that only brought people down because of the way I am and the way I perceive things. I don't know why I'm shitting myself about my future when I just have an easy way out that will benefit many. I have nothing to give for the short life that I've lived and no one in my life has ever been better off for having been around me. I'm tired all the time and people tell me to change and choose and that I'm so lucky to have all these options and to be young but I am tired, and I'm lazy. I don't want to do it. I don't, and I don't want to go through the hassle of convincing everyone that I'm ok, enough to the point they leave me alone so I can do this right the next time. Everyone seems to only get upset with me and I am not a positive addition anywhere. So I really need this to work. There are just some things I really want to do before I do it but it's getting harder and harder to wait

 

[Mytimeisup1]

You have a story to tell, which is admirable. I have done nothing with my life and not even made much mistakes to learn from. I've basically just been a useless piece of garbage that only brought people down because of the way I am and the way I perceive things. I don't know why I'm shitting myself about my future when I just have an easy way out that will benefit many. I have nothing to give for the short life that I've lived and no one in my life has ever been better off for having been around me. I'm tired all the time and people tell me to change and choose and that I'm so lucky to have all these options and to be young but I am tired, and I'm lazy. I don't want to do it. I don't, and I don't want to go through the hassle of convincing everyone that I'm ok, enough to the point they leave me alone so I can do this right the next time. Everyone seems to only get upset with me and I am not a positive addition anywhere. So I really need this to work. There are just some things I really want to do before I do it but it's getting harder and harder to wait

I do understand young brother. I have pushed mine as far as I can go. I am leaving to CTB in about an hour. I am crying. I feel scared. I just know there is no other choice for MY life. It is not going to be an easy journey so I hope you try to give your a chance, seeing you are young. Things can change quickly when your young. I will do my best to watch over you and give you guidance man. I know we all need someone to talk to and to lean on. You wont be able to lean on me per say (lol) but I will always be there listening. #findsomethingorsomeonetolove

If you are going to hang yourself then do full suspension, partial is way too easy to back out of.

Im getting ready to do partial. If I message you back then its too easy. I guess it just depends on how bad you want it.

 

[Pan]

I am very confused???? I have no clue what your talking about.

Nitro?

N is Nembutal, which is typically used by veterinarians to euthanize pets. SN is sodium nitrite, which has been used to preserve meat. Nembutal induces a permanent deep sleep from which you never awaken. SN kills slowly, sometimes taking as long as four hours to do its lethal business. Nembutal is impossible to obtain; Sodium Nitrite, on the other hand,is quite easy to obtain
(Amazon sells it)

 

[avoid_slow_death]

The quickest and easiest way I have come across thus far seems to be a method called compression. So simple, you have the materials necessary in your house. You also pass out quickly and very little discomfort.

 

[Pan]

What is this method; I have never heard of it.