Farewell, the time has come

[painofzed]

I'm heading to the gun store in about two hours and then will be getting a hotel room and "checking out". I feel pretty good about the decision, I hugged my wife and kids extra hard this morning before I sent them off for the day. I hate that it has come to this, but I just can't stand to be a part of this world any longer. I'll be checking this thread and will reply as I can, I'm not sure if I will make "updates". I'd like to thank everyone here that has helped me throughout the years.

Edit: Update the gun store wouldn't sell me a gun :( I can't even succeed at CTB

 

[darksparrowwolverin]

I hope you find peace

 

[reyonrays]

Sorry to hear that, i wish you a peaceful and smooth journey! Good luck!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point.

Good luck, I hope you find peace!

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes on your finding peace, life is hard and choosing to leave it just as challenging.

 

[SA1994EC]

I feel your pain for your wife and kids. And I feel your pain for yourself and the world against you. Whatever your decision and the outcome are, I wish your soul and spirit to be at ease and at peace.

 

[zekeyaeger]

I hope you find peace, brother.

 

[BeijaFlor]

see you at the curtain call...

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[tirednwired]

Sending you love and luck with whatever you decide to do

 

[maniac116]

Have a smooth, painless transition.
I hope you find peace & love

 

[an alien]

Holding you and your family in my heart. I'm so sorry you've been driven to this point. May you find and know peace <3

 

[painofzed]

Update: The gun store wouldn't sell me the gun :(

 

[angelicat]

Update: The gun store wouldn't sell me the gun :(

Maybe its a sign?

 

[Whydid]

Why wouldn't they sell it to you?

 

[AuroraB]

Update: The gun store wouldn't sell me the gun :(

Did they tell you why not?

 

[maniac116]

Why wouldn't they sell you the gun?

 

[Sunshine]

I'm heading to the gun store in about two hours and then will be getting a hotel room and "checking out". I feel pretty good about the decision, I hugged my wife and kids extra hard this morning before I sent them off for the day. I hate that it has come to this, but I just can't stand to be a part of this world any longer. I'll be checking this thread and will reply as I can, I'm not sure if I will make "updates". I'd like to thank everyone here that has helped me throughout the years.

Edit: Update the gun store wouldn't sell me a gun :( I can't even succeed at CTB

Why did you impregnate a woman several times if you are so depressed that you want to die? You just keep the cycle of depression and suffering alive by traumatizing your kids deeply next so that they might end up here too. If you want to commit, you will and it is your right, but what is it with the need to have sex and make babies beforehand?

 

[Goosechan]

I'm sorry about your update. I hope change comes your way soon, either change to keep on living or change that will make you able to CTB. You deserve more than suffering. I hope your wife and kids can comfort you in the meantime