Attempt
I put my gymnastic straps up above a solid metal support tonight. I leaned in and tied the rest of the stap around my head. I put my headphones in and played a song(below) I leaned it in hard within a few seconds the music started to sound really weird in a good way and I immediately blacked out. I woke up with my strap buckle broken. I instantly regretted failing how long this was taking and had a moment of silence for my gymnastic ring strap. (I had literally done dips with overadditional 200lbs on it with these straps and the rings straps showed no signs of breaking) However that was years ago. So make sure you test your stuff first. My only regret is failing and I am attempting again tonight and testing it first etc. I don't expect to survive this but I will update if I do.
Farewell
It has been great getting to know you guys! I wish you well and hope you get what's best for you whether that is living a long life dying in the arms of a loved one, with your cock in a whore mouth at old age or ctb ASAP. have put decades of thought into this descion and could easily write a book on it. While I am sympathetic to the many misconceptions, pro life propaganda etc those left behind will believe, I am not responsible for giving them the information in an attempt to give them a tool to understand. There emotions are their responsibility. I am not leaving a note for anyone and unfortunately I don't even have anyone I want to leave a note for. (Multiple people in real life have asked me to leave them a note if I go out this way but I don't want to write them one-so I am not writting them a note)-I did the only sensible thing and wrote a note for one of my favorite friends-who also didn't ask me to write a note. If any one here wants to see my short book let me know ASAP and I will drop the pdf. -It's a combination of rebuttals to pro life arguments and me defending a pro choice mentality on suicide. I also analyze the history of social views on suicide. My friend with a dr degree in psychology helped me with it. The grammar and flow in the book it great. Anyways sorry about my writting tonight my head hurts a lot. Farewell Sactioned suicide.
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I put my gymnastic straps up above a solid metal support tonight. I leaned in and tied the rest of the stap around my head. I put my headphones in and played a song(below) I leaned it in hard within a few seconds the music started to sound really weird in a good way and I immediately blacked out. I woke up with my strap buckle broken. I instantly regretted failing how long this was taking and had a moment of silence for my gymnastic ring strap. (I had literally done dips with overadditional 200lbs on it with these straps and the rings straps showed no signs of breaking) However that was years ago. So make sure you test your stuff first. My only regret is failing and I am attempting again tonight and testing it first etc. I don't expect to survive this but I will update if I do.
Farewell
It has been great getting to know you guys! I wish you well and hope you get what's best for you whether that is living a long life dying in the arms of a loved one, with your cock in a whore mouth at old age or ctb ASAP. have put decades of thought into this descion and could easily write a book on it. While I am sympathetic to the many misconceptions, pro life propaganda etc those left behind will believe, I am not responsible for giving them the information in an attempt to give them a tool to understand. There emotions are their responsibility. I am not leaving a note for anyone and unfortunately I don't even have anyone I want to leave a note for. (Multiple people in real life have asked me to leave them a note if I go out this way but I don't want to write them one-so I am not writting them a note)-I did the only sensible thing and wrote a note for one of my favorite friends-who also didn't ask me to write a note. If any one here wants to see my short book let me know ASAP and I will drop the pdf. -It's a combination of rebuttals to pro life arguments and me defending a pro choice mentality on suicide. I also analyze the history of social views on suicide. My friend with a dr degree in psychology helped me with it. The grammar and flow in the book it great. Anyways sorry about my writting tonight my head hurts a lot. Farewell Sactioned suicide.
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