nadia225
journey to reach the light
- Aug 18, 2023
- 89
Well my date has finally arrived currently walking to the lake right now going to take me 3hrs or so, won't be gone just yet but just thought it would be nice to do a final post since I'm not leaving a note behind for my friends and family. I took some sleeping pills with me even though they are over the counter ass but why not include them into the plan.
If somebody is at the lake today then I'll try again tomorrow so no biggie.
Thought it would be better on the weekday because who in the hell would visit a lake on Monday to fish at 4:30-5am we know everybody hates Monday lol.
I enjoyed my short time on this forum it's very interesting to see how others view their departure and the reasons for such.
With that being said I hope everyone here finds some type of healing that will soothe their soul in whatever path you may take.
Edit: wrong timing again I guess I expected it to be empty as in it was in a the summer but I guess since the universityis back in session It seems to be like 5 kinda jogging that path and two rangers checking out the back end guess I couldn't bet in it anyways since I've never been to the backside of the lake. Back to the drawing board I'll just come again when it is dark now that I have transferring to my card I'll catch one of these expensive ass taxis in the middle of the night when everybody is sleep. Not too mad about it though just extremely exhausted mentally and physically from what seems like another fail and I haven't slept in two days…I just want this to end but it needs to be perfect and empty. my head is pounding and my body hurts…used all my energy and strength to walk here now I have to walk back. I'm over it and I just want to sleep. I'll be looking into other methods in the meantime I really can't stand another day of being here.
If somebody is at the lake today then I'll try again tomorrow so no biggie.
Thought it would be better on the weekday because who in the hell would visit a lake on Monday to fish at 4:30-5am we know everybody hates Monday lol.
I enjoyed my short time on this forum it's very interesting to see how others view their departure and the reasons for such.
With that being said I hope everyone here finds some type of healing that will soothe their soul in whatever path you may take.
Edit: wrong timing again I guess I expected it to be empty as in it was in a the summer but I guess since the universityis back in session It seems to be like 5 kinda jogging that path and two rangers checking out the back end guess I couldn't bet in it anyways since I've never been to the backside of the lake. Back to the drawing board I'll just come again when it is dark now that I have transferring to my card I'll catch one of these expensive ass taxis in the middle of the night when everybody is sleep. Not too mad about it though just extremely exhausted mentally and physically from what seems like another fail and I haven't slept in two days…I just want this to end but it needs to be perfect and empty. my head is pounding and my body hurts…used all my energy and strength to walk here now I have to walk back. I'm over it and I just want to sleep. I'll be looking into other methods in the meantime I really can't stand another day of being here.
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