KleinerWolf
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- Apr 30, 2020
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I often ruminate, admire and fantasize a life so ideal that they are beyond my physical reach/experiences.
I feel a sense of relief knowing something so pleasant is physically possible for other people,
in the "right" circumstances.
and then while admiring how beautiful and wonderful it is,
When I'm done,
I sink deep down low, back into my physical circumstances,
I'm a peasant regarding my circumstances.
Whether the soul is intellectual and aware,
Its remains powerless and without major influence over the absurd circumstances.
I live off a fantasy.
But I'll probably just die old fantasising a good life I could've had.
I am not meant to take such a joke,
I don't know when/if my sn will come,
But my life is honestly so disgusting to me.
Had things been different,
better genes or nationality,
Life would've made more sense.
My life is like a pile of disgusting soggy overcooked instant noodle,
uninteresting, poor quality, and fucking dreadful and good for nothing.
I feel a sense of relief knowing something so pleasant is physically possible for other people,
in the "right" circumstances.
and then while admiring how beautiful and wonderful it is,
When I'm done,
I sink deep down low, back into my physical circumstances,
I'm a peasant regarding my circumstances.
Whether the soul is intellectual and aware,
Its remains powerless and without major influence over the absurd circumstances.
I live off a fantasy.
But I'll probably just die old fantasising a good life I could've had.
I am not meant to take such a joke,
I don't know when/if my sn will come,
But my life is honestly so disgusting to me.
Had things been different,
better genes or nationality,
Life would've made more sense.
My life is like a pile of disgusting soggy overcooked instant noodle,
uninteresting, poor quality, and fucking dreadful and good for nothing.
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