Is anyone else only alive because they are afraid of hurting their family
I really think my ctb will devistate my wife. She knows I want to die and feels it is my own decision to make, that doesn't mean she is for it. I have been sticking around to take care of her but my time is coming soon. I really don't want to hurt her but I also realize that she is an adult and she can deal. So torn about it.
Yes. I worry about my husband and how he will be when I am gone. I worry if he will have enough money and I worry he will go back to drinking after many years sober
Rachel74
Enlightened
- Sep 7, 2019
- 1,716
Yes. I know my mom will blame herself, but dying seems more reasonable to me than trying to fix my life.
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 8,906
Yes...
They are religious and will have a very difficult time with my decision. Also the fear of failing holds be back as well. I wish I could just disapear and never be seen again but that would possibly keep me in their mines for the rest of their lives. No winning when it comes to not hurting them.
TowerUpright
Disillusioned
- May 26, 2019
- 602
My family will be distraught and not sure why I'll be gone. Wife is very religious, so I'm not sure what will happen. Combined with the fact her side of the family publicly denies any trouble in their family, it should be interesting.
drake4871
The restless
- Sep 10, 2019
- 171
I'm trying to figure out how to minimize the damage to my family, but I don't see how I could really reduce it lol
