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Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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Faith Peace, and Jr,
I love you two,
Take care of your mother,
Ashley my love,
My God, my queen, my everything, my wife, my life,
You make the world so bright,
Even with my past sins,
The shadow within,
Others would've left me to rot,
In an already made cot,
I reap what I sow,
I don't want to let you three go,
I hope you still love me,
and the kids,
I wish I could've built a bridge,
That crosses the gap,
Within my own mind,
What will I find?

Love I hope,
I know what it is like not to be loved,
We all know hatred,
It makes us monsters of ourselves,
As we delve deep into the confines,
Of our own mind,
Forgive me,
Love me,
Hate me,
Care for me,
and the Kids,
Jr. I believe with all my blood and heart,
You will be a better man than I ever could be,
Faith Peace you remind me of the love that your mother and I,
created,
Kids, Children, please take care of each other look out for each other and your mother,
Jr. I know you hate seeing me leave,
Hopefully I come back to you in peace,
Same with Faith,
It'll help me create peace,

You two are my light,
You two shine my world so bright,
I know you two were my dream come true within reality,
I hope I never leave this world as long as I live,
I am not certain how much I can give,
We bring each other together,
As a family should,
With what we all could be,
Within our own misery,
And all our beauty,

We love as we fight,
With all of our living breath,
And my dying wish would be to bring us,
To all the special places with the family,
friends, and every other person's pet,
A support network,
Ashley, Faith Peace, and Jr.,
I will come back to you all,
Even if I fall I hope I get to see you all again.
 
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