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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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how much does ctb make you feel like a 1 to 10 failure? to me maybe 100 but I'm forced
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

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I'm not sure what you mean exactly. Does the fact that I want to ctb make me feel like a failure? If that's what you're asking then no. I don't feel bad about wanting to ctb in the slightest. I used to, back when I was brainwashed by pro-life garbage, but no longer.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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I never asked to be born. It's not my fault wanting to CTB so badly. They put me in a game in which I never asked to play.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
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Does the fact that I want to ctb make me feel like a failure? If that's what you're asking then no. I don't feel bad about wanting to ctb in the slightest. I used to, back when I was brainwashed by pro-life garbage, but no longer.
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I never asked to be born. It's not my fault wanting to CTB so badly. They put me in a game in which I never asked to play.
same. life is evil
 
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I never asked to be born. It's not my fault wanting to CTB so badly. They put me in a game in which I never asked to play.
This is pretty much a fact, but even if it were the case that we did in fact ask to be born, it doesn't mean we shouldn't be allowed to change our minds. Forcing someone to commit to life just because they had chosen to try it is still immoral I think.
 
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I never asked to be born. It's not my fault wanting to CTB so badly. They put me in a game in which I never asked to play.
I sincerely loved life and I love being born. it's the trauma that says i have to ctb
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

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With regards to wanting to CTB, I don't feel like a failure. Feels more like a path to liberation.
 
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