Failing to choose a method

[dreamcatcher90]

Hey everyone.

I have been lurking around for a long time. Unfortunately, I am struggling with the methods available.

I have been trying to find SN, no luck so far. I would highly appreciate it if anyone is willing to help to find sn sources in eu or if you have some extra sn, I would buy it from you.

Even though there's plenty of info about inert gas, I still find it a bit confusing and am afraid that I will fail to connect all those tubes or choose the wrong equipment.

I don't have an area at home to hang myself and that's really depressing.


How did you choose your preferred method? Has anyone else felt the same?

 

[itsalittlecold]

Hey everyone.

I have been lurking around for a long time. Unfortunately, I am struggling with the methods available.

I have been trying to find SN, no luck so far. I would highly appreciate it if anyone is willing to help to find sn sources in eu or if you have some extra sn, I would buy it from you.

Even though there's plenty of info about inert gas, I still find it a bit confusing and am afraid that I will fail to connect all those tubes or choose the wrong equipment.

I don't have an area at home to hang myself and that's really depressing.


How did you choose your preferred method? Has anyone else felt the same?

Although I am apart of the problem in gatekeeping a source. I can assure you there's Atleast 2 definite sources, within Eu- don't give up yet…

I understand how you feel about inert, to me that's the most peaceful- yet I opt for anything but that.

I like the idea of research chemical: opioids I just don't have enough info to draw a conclusion and they ain't the type of thing I want to experiment with lol.

Should I not find a more peaceful way: SN and ketamine it'll be

 

[happynot]

Υοu can find SN within Europe search more! I have the same problem with methods but it's ok

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I have been trying to find SN, no luck so far. I would highly appreciate it if anyone is willing to help to find sn sources in eu or if you have some extra sn, I would buy it from you.

Welcome to the forum! You're new and most likely nobody will share a SN source with you. Pro-Lifers have been too active to shut down sources for no relevant reasons. It's pretty easy to find sources in the EU but I understand how difficult it is when being desperate. Let the situation calm down.

Even though there's plenty of info about inert gas, I still find it a bit confusing and am afraid that I will fail to connect all those tubes or choose the wrong equipment.

Imo inert gas in a good method but also very technical and needs more or less expensive supplies. Here's a thread if u don't know about this already: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/gasmonkey-setup-nitrogen-scba.115434/

I don't have an area at home to hang myself and that's really depressing.

Most people may not have that, especially not for full suspension which would be the way to go and the highest success rate.

Give yourself some time and also here's the Suicide Resource Compilation:

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Feel free to vent as much as u want in the meantime - that can help and ease pain - nobody is gonna judge you here.

 

[Scorpio moon gal]

I hate prolifers man

 

[dreamcatcher90]

Welcome to the forum! You're new and most likely nobody will share a SN source with you. Pro-Lifers have been too active to shut down sources for no relevant reasons. It's pretty easy to find sources in the EU but I understand how difficult it is when being desperate. Let the situation calm down.


Imo inert gas in a good method but also very technical and needs more or less expensive supplies. Here's a thread if u don't know about this already: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/gasmonkey-setup-nitrogen-scba.115434/


Most people may not have that, especially not for full suspension which would be the way to go and the highest success rate.

Give yourself some time and also here's the Suicide Resource Compilation:

Suicide Resource Compilation

All the links to threads, videos, audio, downloads, and information found here are being made available only for educational purposes, and have been shared by users; we cannot assure the accuracy of the data. This means the way you use this data is fully your responsibility, that you need to...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Feel free to vent as much as u want in the meantime - that can help and ease pain - nobody is gonna judge you here.

Thank you for the resources list. I have been going through them for quite a long time now.

Long story short: I have been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. This condition has ruined my career, personal life and looks. I will be 34 next month. Life has been nothing but suffering since 30's. I have no friends, no partner, no future. All the stress and meds ruined my looks. gained weight, losing hair (I have a feeling it's the start of alopecia) Living alone and waking up each morning with a wish to die.

It sucks that each shop that I find requires some documentation to buy SN or they sell only to businesses. I wish that people wouldn't gatekeep the info regarding the sources. I just want a peaceful way to exit.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Thank you for the resources list. I have been going through them for quite a long time now.

Long story short: I have been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. This condition has ruined my career, personal life and looks. I will be 34 next month. Life has been nothing but suffering since 30's. I have no friends, no partner, no future. All the stress and meds ruined my looks. gained weight, losing hair (I have a feeling it's the start of alopecia) Living alone and waking up each morning with a wish to die.

It sucks that each shop that I find requires some documentation to buy SN or they sell only to businesses. I wish that people wouldn't gatekeep the info regarding the sources. I just want a peaceful way to exit.

I'm sorry meds ruined your life and I can really understand why that makes u suicidal.. Unfortunately people have been too open sharing sources and pro-lifers are a problem trying to shutdown any methods for serious cases. this sucks so much. As hard as it may sound but spending time here, gaining some reputation and trust will help you to get access to sources eventually. If you have a few more posts you will also have access to PM and a chat feature.

 

[dreamcatcher90]

I'm sorry meds ruined you life and I can really understand why that makes u suicidal.. Unfortunately people have been too open sharing sources and pro-lifers are a problem trying to shutdown any methods for serious cases. this sucks so much. As hard as it may sound but spending time here, gaining some reputation and trust will help you to get access to sources eventually. If you have a few more posts you will also have access to PM and a chat feature.

I am very thankful for the advice. I will try to be active here and hopefully, people will trust me more to help with the sources.

Yes.. my life recently was nothing but hell recently. I've been locked up in a psych ward many times already. Usually, I try to stay positive, but not this time. I just have no future left. My condition is chronic and it will only get worse.

 

[kinderbueno]

Hey everyone.

I have been lurking around for a long time. Unfortunately, I am struggling with the methods available.

I have been trying to find SN, no luck so far. I would highly appreciate it if anyone is willing to help to find sn sources in eu or if you have some extra sn, I would buy it from you.

Even though there's plenty of info about inert gas, I still find it a bit confusing and am afraid that I will fail to connect all those tubes or choose the wrong equipment.

I don't have an area at home to hang myself and that's really depressing.


How did you choose your preferred method? Has anyone else felt the same?

There is a source for SN, you just need to do a bit of deep searching, maybe try using a VPN. I know how frustrating it can be, bit I promise you there definitely is a source
I'm thinking of buying SN if I move out for uni, and if I don't then I'll go with full hanging. I live near a forest so I can easily go there and hang myself. Only problem is survival instinct. I still don't know how I'll get over that if I hang myself

 

[itsactuallyover127]

try searching in polish language or with a polish VPN
you might find that source better this way

 

[sos]

there are different ways of hanging yourself fyi, you should probably look into that

it isnt a matter of finding a certain point in the ceiling to use for the rope, there are more possibilities

do some research and youll find out. idk if itll suit you, but thats another thing that youll have to find out

 

[dreamcatcher90]

try searching in polish language or with a polish VPN
you might find that source better this way

I found something, had to contact them via email about international shipping. Didn't get a response yet.

there are different ways of hanging yourself fyi, you should probably look into that

it isnt a matter of finding a certain point in the ceiling to use for the rope, there are more possibilities

do some research and youll find out. idk if itll suit you, but thats another thing that youll have to find out

I'll probably resort to hanging myself if I won't find a proper SN source. I've tried to do partial hanging already with a door knob. It was very painful. My eyes started to bulge out, I felt very miserable. Probably I was doing something wrong.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I really wish there's the option of a straightforward, painless method but sadly such is not an option for me, I'd be so relieved to simply be able to just painlessly die, I wish for a death like never waking again, I find it so cruel how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[dreamcatcher90]

Thanks, everyone. I have placed an order for sn. There wasn't a lot details available about the product, purity wasn't listed. I hope it's the one I need. And hopefully, other people will be willing to share their sources in case I got the wrong stuff.

 

[i dont feel real.]

Hello! I wish you the best of lucks. I'm not really into SN and similar methods though I understand some people choose them. Thankfully I have access to a firearm of my dad (I couldn't buy any for me because of therapy), and my house has good spots for both partial and full suspension for when I'm ready to go away. Are you real sure you don't have access to hanging? Like, in any spot of your house? Like the supports of the ceiling (idk how these are called in English, still learning). Anyways, if you already went through it with the SN, wish you the best in whatever you decide to do. Good luck, remember, we are here for you in case anything happens, you can trust us, we are your friends.

 

[dreamcatcher90]

Hello! I wish you the best of lucks. I'm not really into SN and similar methods though I understand some people choose them. Thankfully I have access to a firearm of my dad (I couldn't buy any for me because of therapy), and my house has good spots for both partial and full suspension for when I'm ready to go away. Are you real sure you don't have access to hanging? Like, in any spot of your house? Like the supports of the ceiling (idk how these are called in English, still learning). Anyways, if you already went through it with the SN, wish you the best. Good luck, remember, we are here for you in case anything happens, you can trust us, we are your friends.

None of the places in my apartment are sturdy enough, unfortunately. I might try the door knob worst-case scenario. I've tried partial hanging in the previous place I lived. it was a very unpleasant experience, I thought that my eyes will explode from the pressure.

Taking sn and passing away unconscious seems like a way more peaceful method.

 

[i dont feel real.]

None of the places in my apartment are sturdy enough, unfortunately. I might try the door knob worst-case scenario. I've tried partial hanging in the previous place I lived. it was a very unpleasant experience, I thought that my eyes will explode from the pressure.

Taking sn and passing away unconscious seems like a way more peaceful method.

Okay! Remember, you can do whatever you want. That's why free will exist, we are here to support.

 

[Evelyn Lane]

I don't have an area at home to hang myself and that's really depressing.

You should look outside when you look for places to hang yourself from.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Search for SN in other languages, Spain, germany, Poland. Use the chemical name to search too. Use an encrypted browser like DuckDuckGo, google filters the results less. This was advice I saw someone else post on another SN search post. We cannot directly give sources on the post. Please test your SN!!!!!