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Chelsea Leng

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In past couple days another member shared a video of a girl who survived a gunshot to head suicide. Just thought to add on to that, to further spread awareness

Here is a HORRIBLE case of a man who had a failed shotgun to head suicide. Warning - it is pretty graphic video

LINK: https://watchpeopledie.tv/post/36/steaming-after-a-failed-suicide

I believe both of them made a mistake by aiming it from under the chin. For those considering similar methods, make sure to do proper research. Last thing you want is to even make your life 100 times worst in a blink of an eye, when CTB was suppose to be the way out of your current problems

Here is the News link to this story as well: https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/worldnews/15200321/man-blows-off-jaw-nose-shotgun-trying-kill-himself/

This frustrates me that assisted suicide is not more available to those suffering, so poor people like them need to resort to these solutions
Whoever saved this man from dying is cruel. Failed gunshot could end his life , just not so fast as expected. The real mercy would be giving him another quick proper shot to end his pain
 
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Morte

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Nov 23, 2023
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That's why I prefer to shoot in the temple, the risks seem to be much lower even though studies say otherwise. I would leave a spare bullet in case I didn't die right away.
 
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sanction

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Whoever saved this man from dying is cruel. Failed gunshot could end his life , just not so fast as expected. The real mercy would be giving him another quick proper shot to end his pain
Exactly. Makes zero sense. He is literally 1% close to dying. The previous 99% effort is already done. Why not just let it be?? It is completely obvious he does not want to live at all

What the hell is he going to do if he continues to live?? After this horrific experience, what if he just finds another way to suicide instead in the future?

Is he going to happily start a family? Is he going to chase some new passion, or secure some new beautiful career?? Is it even going to be easy to find a proper job?? Or is he just going to cry and suffer in pain, go crazy, and have nightmares every night??

There is not a SINGLE valid reason to still try to stitch and patch him back up, just so can continue this nightmare, especially when either way, eventually he'll still die anyways of old age

He is a full mature adult. Not children. Why can't he at least legally decide if he wants to live or die, especially under this extreme scenario???
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
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Budd Dwyer isn't a great example tbh. He was successful, but probably mostly because of how powerful the gun was and some luck too.

You don't really want to be in a panicked and rushed state when doing something like this. You need to be calm with no external distractions. It's unlikely that Dwyer got a direct hit on the brainstem, but likely still did enough damage to succeed. The same is true of the Ronnie mcnutt video, he got a bit lucky (thankfully) but I would not be recommending anyone to follow their methods, because there were flaws in what they did.
Actually I think mcnutt probably got his method from experience in military
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
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Actually I believe the best way to do it is with the muzzle in your mouth! Here's a really good anatomical diagram that at the very least shows where the "happy spot" is. I would recommend reading the firearms thread in the resource compilation thread on SaSu, but I'll just sum up that I believe you're supposed to tilt upwards approximately 30 degrees because then it'll travel through the Medulla Oblongata aka the brainstem, causing near-instantaneous death.

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You can see the medulla labeled in this diagram, so you can kind of estimate where exactly you should be aiming. Please be careful about what information you take! I would take mine with a grain of salt as I'm not entirely sure, but I believe I've read before on SaSu that the desired angle is 30 degrees, and the firearms thread talks about the medulla oblongata being your desired target.

Here's another source https://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/firearms which describes other different aiming methods. Definitely do some research into this!!
Might try the neck method mentioned there seems like it can't fail
 
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yehxlder.666

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Sep 22, 2024
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It makes me sad that they are still keeping him alive while probably feeling unbearable pain under this condition(in which he probably wont last long) even when it clearly is against his will.
 
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needthebus

needthebus

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Apr 29, 2024
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Yeah, pro-lifers love to "save" others, even when they are clearly suffering.

You know, this whole situation could have been avoided if our society wasn't so against allowing people the right to die on their own terms. Now, thanks to them, there are a whole bunch of cases of people who have had their lives become even worse just because they can't access safe and reliable ctb methods and instead have to use riskier methods that can easily go wrong, like with the case of this poor man.
it's always about their made-up illogical religious beliefs

when anything seems cruel, makes no fucking sense, and you think "why the fuck would someone be such an asshole and then pretend that it's kindness?" the person is ALWAYS religious and is doing something it thinks will please the cult/the deities of the cult/provide them an imaginary reward later.
 
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bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
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This is why if i were to choose shooting i will do it in a remote area like in the woods, so if the bullet doesn't kill me at least the blood loss and injuries will
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
672
It's sad and crazy how small errors in the angle and position of the gun can destroy someone's life instead of ending it. Aiming at yourself is awkward and you can't see the gun so you're basically shooting blind, I'm not surprised people fail sometimes. A lot of people probably figure putting a bullet anywhere in the head is good enough, too.
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
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It's sad and crazy how small errors in the angle and position of the gun can destroy someone's life instead of ending it. Aiming at yourself is awkward and you can't see the gun so you're basically shooting blind, I'm not surprised people fail sometimes. A lot of people probably figure putting a bullet anywhere in the head is good enough, too.
the margin of error isn't that tiny
A shotgun anywhere near your head, even under the neck at an angle pointed to the midbrain will likely cause death
 
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KlMeNw

KlMeNw

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Dec 15, 2021
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This is why if i were to choose shooting i will do it in a remote area like in the woods, so if the bullet doesn't kill me at least the blood loss and injuries will
What if you shoot yourself and somehow survive. You fall the the ground in a slump but you are stil conscious. You're also paralyzed, unable to move. You've shot yourself in such a way as you're not bleeding perfusley. It will take some time to die. Now the woodland creatures and insects get your scent and start to eat you. That is nightmare scenario #2654 for me to imagine and keep me from CTBing with a gun. I hate the way my mind works.
 
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Temporary Breakway

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What if you shoot yourself and somehow survive. You fall the the ground in a slump but you are stil conscious. You're also paralyzed, unable to move. You've shot yourself in such a way as you're not bleeding perfusley. It will take some time to die. Now the woodland creatures and insects get your scent and start to eat you. That is nightmare scenario #2654 for me to imagine and keep me from CTBing with a gun. I hate the way my mind works.
Unlikely
A large caliber weapon will likely kill you very quickly if not Instantly
Follow this guide
 
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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

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Mar 14, 2023
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And now he can probably never attempt to CTB again cuz he has no eyes now.
 
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Saponification

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Some of the most terrifying nightmare fuel I've witnessed. Shit makes me want to exit this damned world as soon as possible. I can't handle watching people go through stuff like this.
 
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cme-dme

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Feb 1, 2025
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It's insane to me how an accidental overdose or falling on your head at the wrong angle can kill somebody yet people can survive stuff like this. The human body is just one big fucked up joke. I hope that guy is at peace now wherever he is.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
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I'd be inclined to take a small boat out to sea and shoot a few holes in the hull with a shotgun to slowly sink it, then take a hefty does of SN to get death going, then shoot myself in the brainstem to make sure any errors with the SN protocol didn't ruin the main objective.
 
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80d1mebag$$$

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Feb 2, 2025
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that is absolutely horrible jfc. i also hate how the people are trying to help him hes obviously gonna die and on the off chance he lives he'll have no sight, smell, and probably limited hearing/taste. way worse than death itself.
 
ThatRussianDude

ThatRussianDude

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Dec 16, 2024
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Omfg. This reminds me of Half-Life game monsters.
 
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Feb 9, 2025
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Holy shit. I am going to have nightmares after watching this
 
ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

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I'd be inclined to take a small boat out to sea and shoot a few holes in the hull with a shotgun to slowly sink it, then take a hefty does of SN to get death going, then shoot myself in the brainstem to make sure any errors with the SN protocol didn't ruin the main objective.

It seems like when it comes to suicide, you need redundancy, e.g. shooting yourself, while standing on the edge of a skyscraper, after taking SN. Meanwhile, some 23 year old with a good life might be walking down the street, get hit by a bird and die on the spot.
 
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tfnb

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May 29, 2023
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This frustrates me that assisted suicide is not more available to those suffering, so poor people like them need to resort to these solutions
It's also frustrating that even where available the laws are so restrictive that most ethical doctors are nervous and won't touch it with a ten foot pole.

My SO and my in law both worked as HCAs in palliative care and dementia patients have to balance the progression of their disease with their assisted suicides because in order to get it you have to be "in sound mind" which means that if your symptoms have progressed too far, even if you've made your decision clear and in writing, you can't get it.

That also means that, since depression is considered a mental illness, assisted suicide isn't available for people with chronic depression.
 
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dontwakemeup

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Nov 11, 2024
618
I watched the video. I can't believe he survived😳 That's horrible! I think if you attempt suicide they should be mandated to let you go!
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
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Unlikely
A large caliber weapon will likely kill you very quickly if not Instantly
Follow this guide
With a shotgun, literally anywhere top of nose up will kill very quickly
And to the side of head, even subsonic .22 rounds will work, aiming will not be too difficult, If you follow basic anatomy
It really isn't hard to ctb by gun
In past couple days another member shared a video of a girl who survived a gunshot to head suicide. Just thought to add on to that, to further spread awareness

Here is a HORRIBLE case of a man who had a failed shotgun to head suicide. Warning - it is pretty graphic video

LINK: https://watchpeopledie.tv/post/36/steaming-after-a-failed-suicide

I believe both of them made a mistake by aiming it from under the chin. For those considering similar methods, make sure to do proper research. Last thing you want is to even make your life 100 times worst in a blink of an eye, when CTB was suppose to be the way out of your current problems

Here is the News link to this story as well: https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/worldnews/15200321/man-blows-off-jaw-nose-shotgun-trying-kill-himself/

This frustrates me that assisted suicide is not more available to those suffering, so poor people like them need to resort to these solutions
Only under the neck, aimed at the back of head would work
Under your chin, you will blow your face off, I mean look at your chin
But then feel the bony protrusion at your neck
Position the gun directly under that
Angle the gun to where it is pointed at back of head, to mid brain
This is what Ronnie mcnutt did, and it actually worked since he aimed his weapon under his neck, not chin, at an angle the projectile, likely a slug, was able to travel up too his brain and kill instantly
Let's get a graphic for those that go inside the mouth!
That looks quite peaceful
"OWWWW!!!" -person who wasn't shot
 
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