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IWantToGoFast

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I was looking at partial, but I became hesitant putting my weight into it, so I've built the contraption pictured. Move my head forward while laying comfy in bed and gravity does the rest. Well it worked more or less: 10 second or less later I was out for about a minute and a half. That's how long I was out. I think that from my trashing the anchor point failed, the weight fell and dragged me trough the bed and stopped on the floor.
Side effects:
1. rope marks
2. head ache mild
3. tonsils heart like mad
4. ringing in ears constant.
5. saliva really thick.
6. some redness in the whites of the eyes nothing to severe.

Can my guardian Angel take a break for a while!
I think its unbelievable, hard enough fighting SI, getting ready and then this happens. I feel ashamed, inapt, angry, sad, laughing hysterically. Fuck this life. If anybody thinks of something similar, just keep it simple folks, don't complicate things unnecessarily.
Next attempt big tree, thick branch, good rope, full suspension.
 

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drywall screws don't hold up for shit
 
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