Failed attempt

[No One]

I tried to suicide using the Antidepressant pills and it was the worst experience I've ever had on my life. I spent three days on the ER and my father knew about my attempt, he never said a bad word to me but that makes suicide a little bit harder for me . He makes me think and that's awful. I didn't listen to the people here before taking the pills and I was dumb and young very young ..
I'm back again and I will repeat my dumbing attempts once more. Cheers

 

[spanishguy22]

Hugs bro. It's fuckin hard but there's no use in that. I'm here if u wanna talk.

 

[No One]

Hugs bro. It's fuckin hard but there's no use in that. I'm here if u wanna talk.

Thanks mate all I wanna need is to die peacefully

 

[Macc Lad]

I tried to suicide using the Antidepressant pills and it was the worst experience I've ever had on my life. I spent three days on the ER and my father knew about my attempt, he never said a bad word to me but that makes suicide a little bit harder for me . He makes me think and that's awful. I didn't listen to the people here before taking the pills and I was dumb and young very young ..
I'm back again and I will repeat my dumbing attempts once more. Cheers

maybe you should just take some time out.....think about things.....and maybe spend some time with your dad.....just a thought.

 

[Divine Trinity]

Your mistake was of character not age. 100 years won't do a fool any better than 10.

 

[Psilo]

I tried to suicide using the Antidepressant pills and it was the worst experience I've ever had on my life. I spent three days on the ER and my father knew about my attempt, he never said a bad word to me but that makes suicide a little bit harder for me . He makes me think and that's awful. I didn't listen to the people here before taking the pills and I was dumb and young very young ..
I'm back again and I will repeat my dumbing attempts once more. Cheers

I'm sorry you have to go through all that.

I did the same thing years ago, plain stupid idea I have to admit also. OD is 0,I ended up in psych ward.

I wish you all the best and thank you for posting your experience. You might think its nothing, but you are actually helping people!

 

[spanishguy22]

Your mistake was of character not age. 100 years won't do a fool any better than 10.

What's the point of this post? being an asshole towards a suicidal person give you pleasure? Fuckin shameful

 

[No One]

What's the point of this post? being an asshole towards a suicidal person give you pleasure? Fuckin shameful

You are a good person, thank you

 

[Alan James]

When I imagine how much simpler everything would be and how many problems could have been avoided if it were possible to just go to the pharmacy and buy N my head starts to feel dizzy and nauseous. I hate this fucking degenerative world so much: all I ever wanted was just to be able to die in a painless and easy way without creating problems for anyone. And I even want to pay all my money for it - this is all that they are really interested in didn't they? And I will die anyway, but they won't get my money. What is wrong with all this so-called civilized humanity?

 

[SadGirl]

I tried to suicide using the Antidepressant pills and it was the worst experience I've ever had on my life. I spent three days on the ER and my father knew about my attempt, he never said a bad word to me but that makes suicide a little bit harder for me . He makes me think and that's awful. I didn't listen to the people here before taking the pills and I was dumb and young very young ..
I'm back again and I will repeat my dumbing attempts once more. Cheers

Hugs to you, I know how hard it is, I hope you get well, and everything works out.

 

[Divine Trinity]

What's the point of this post? being an asshole towards a suicidal person give you pleasure? Fuckin shameful

I have little sympathy for pill poppers, 10 minutes of research will show you it doesn't work, so I don't believe they're serious.

There are better ways of alerting people of your personal issues than suicide gestures. Quite frankly it's a mockery to the effort serious people have put into their own suicides, and experiences that lead them to it.

They give suicidal and young people a bad reputation, which negatively effect public perception of suicide. Then people wonder why you're put in a straight jacket and locked up when someone learns you want ctb...

If caring about that makes me an asshole so be it.

 

[Jessica-]

They give suicidal and young people a bad reputation, which negatively effect public perception of suicide

Are you for real? So a successful suicide will have a positive effect on the public perception of suicide ? Have some empathy, dude.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I'm back again and I will repeat my dumbing attempts once more.

What is that suppose to mean?

 

[Divine Trinity]

Are you for real? So a successful suicide will have a positive effect on the public perception of suicide ? Have some empathy, dude.

People view an 18 year old overdosing on Tylenol, and a 40 year old shooting themself in the head very differently. Partly due to age, but mainly because one seems impulsive and poorly thought out (ie not mentally sound) while they know the other must have thought it out over a period of time (ie events causing their action).

One perception leads to intervening "for their own good", the other (ideally) leads to questioning how to prevent said events from occuring again, and/or aknowledging their rationality for desiring to ctb.

The instances of suicides due to mass shootings or bullying, receive the same perception as the 40 year old would. Which I think supports my claim that suicidal gestures negatively impacts public perception of suicidal people*.

Positive meaning more willing to accept suicide as a choice, while attempting to prevent the desire from occuring. Negative meaning retaining past and current barbaric ineffective practices.
I never criticised his desire or reason to ctb, just his method of doing so. I don't understand how that makes me an unempathetic asshole.

I tried to suicide using the Antidepressant pills and it was the worst experience I've ever had on my life...
[Father] he never said a bad word to me but that makes suicide a little bit harder for me . He makes me think and that's awful. I didn't listen to the people here before taking the pills and I was dumb and young very young ..

 

[Jessica-]

People view an 18 year old overdosing on Tylenol, and a 40 year old shooting themself in the head very differently. Partly due to age, but mainly because one seems impulsive and poorly thought out (ie not mentally sound) while they know the other must have thought it out over a period of time (ie events causing their action).

I agree that they do differ as any suicide at a young age is frowned upon regardless of the method they use and whether they are successful. Imagine an 18 year old shoots himself in the head and passes against another 18 yo who ods on pills and fails. How would the former have a positive effect on the public perception of suicide and not the latter? The problem is the age and not the method as you claimed.

 

[No One]

What is that suppose to mean?

Mean that I didn't gave up on suicide yet. And I'll do it on my way.

 

[Raggas]

How painful was it? Sorry about your experience.

 

[No One]

How painful was it? Sorry about your experience.

I lost the ability to control my body, my muscles kept stretching hard without my control I was afraid if I broke any of my bones, my eyesight turned to blur, when my muscles was stretching I couldn't talk. It was so painful
English isn't my first language as you see so I couldn't describe it very well but you can try to use your imagination. Thank you for your good feelings

 

[Raggas]

I lost the ability to control my body, my muscles kept stretching hard without my control I was afraid if I broke any of my bones, my eyesight turned to blur, when my muscles was stretching I couldn't talk. It was so painful
English isn't my first language as you see so I couldn't describe it very well but you can try to use your imagination. Thank you for your good feelings

Sounds very horrid. What were the antidepressants?

 

[Alan James]

This is a good example of how these antidepressants act on the human body. It was probably some Benzodiazepines. Now it seems to me that refusing to drink antidepressants was a smart idea even if I was feel really bad and plunged into mouth of madness. They are very harmful to health and can be addictive no less than heroin. This is drugs and someday they will be banned too like barbiturates.

 

[No One]

Lustral , Escita , aripiprazole
Never ever try this method

This is a good example of how these antidepressants act on the human body. It was probably some Benzodiazepines. Now it seems to me that refusing to drink antidepressants was a smart idea even if I was feel really bad and plunged into mouth of madness. They are very harmful to health and can be addictive no less than heroin. This is drugs and someday they will be banned too like barbiturates.

Yes you're right

 

[martha]

Your mistake was of character not age. 100 years won't do a fool any better than 10.

I just imagine to wake up from a suicide attempt and somebody gave me this calendar wisdom. I would think...

1. to fail a suicide attempt is not a mistake, it is a very sad experience. For sure there was a reason for it.
2. please never judge the character of someone, that you only know by his presence on social media.
3. of course the age matters. Someone who is young lacks knowledge and experience, that´s a common fact
4. absolutely no need to pick on somebody who is already in a desperate situation. He needs comfort and empathy, no lectures
5. I really wonder who is the 100years old fool...."he, who sits in a glasshouse should not throw stones"

 

[vaulthunter]

I have little sympathy for pill poppers, 10 minutes of research will show you it doesn't work, so I don't believe they're serious.

There are better ways of alerting people of your personal issues than suicide gestures. Quite frankly it's a mockery to the effort serious people have put into their own suicides, and experiences that lead them to it.

They give suicidal and young people a bad reputation, which negatively effect public perception of suicide. Then people wonder why you're put in a straight jacket and locked up when someone learns you want ctb...

If caring about that makes me an asshole so be it.

you are quite literally on a suicide forum right now, so i think you should get off your high horse and join the rest of us down here

 

[JadedGray]

I lost the ability to control my body, my muscles kept stretching hard without my control I was afraid if I broke any of my bones, my eyesight turned to blur, when my muscles was stretching I couldn't talk. It was so painful
English isn't my first language as you see so I couldn't describe it very well but you can try to use your imagination. Thank you for your good feelings

It sounds like Serotonin Syndrome. That's why it's best to avoid SSRIs/SNRIs like Zoloft and Cipralex when trying to CTB. Anti-psychotics (Abilify) should be avoided too. The only anti-depressants that are fatal most of the time are TCAs, which is why they aren't prescribed as much, like barbiturates, which have been replaced with benzos as the drug of choice for doctors to prescribe.

Sorry about your failed attempt.

 

[Broken]

you are quite literally on a suicide forum right now, so i think you should get off your high horse and join the rest of us down here

Well said!

 

[Divine Trinity]

you are quite literally on a suicide forum right now, so i think you should get off your high horse and join the rest of us down here

The push back so far is ironic. Along with the fact that some people come here for information, while others to put it nicely, want a circle-jerk group.

"I never criticised his desire to or reason to ctb, only his method of doing so"

You know, he knows (now), and I know pill popping almost never works. It was stubborn, ignorant, and impulsive. And I'll bet $1,000,000 he won't do it again.

My hope is more people see examples like this and avoid doing it, but it's apparently the 3rd or 4th most common method here.