lostmywhimsy
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- Jan 28, 2026
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Failed two times using rat poison. It's like the rat poison did nothing to me at all. Feeling like a failure. Thinking of hanging myself. I wish I never wake up tomorrow
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The only attempt I could make in my 1 year and 3 months of being suicidal, was with rat poison too. And it failed. If it didn't I would not have to see many things. I have heard of people commiting ctb successfully with rat poison. But it has betrayed you and me.Yeah, they make it safe for people these days or put an emetic in it so humana just puke them up. 20+ years ago, a horrible way to go but successful. Now, not so much.
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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I also just hope and wish to never wake again, I just want to be free from this torturous existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.Similar threads
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