exustence is fucking shit

[Suicidе]

Nothing can ever guarantee that we won't be tortured. No consent form, no fucking papers, nothing. It's just a fucking conscription into doing something so extremely and pointlessly risky and futile. So many have experienced torture, the absolute fucking worst. Nature is where most hapoens, every second a portoon of the trillions or more animals. Ignorant animals reptoduce and repeat the endless fucking cycle of torture. Life is still horrible without humans, just because there is no vocabulary to use, does not mean no suffering.

Having a nice day at school while oblivious to the fact that you are about to experience the worst torture imaginable caused by a sadistic lunatic...just fucking horrible. Will this anxiety of torture that makes me suffer help me be stronger?!!!? of fucking course not! ive lost my mind so many times now i just want to fucking stop suffering and die

The risk always remains dangling above, and the fucking lifeoids are extremely cruel and do not let anyone exit this fucjing shit and torture. Even the more "compassionate" ones still place some sort of stupid arbitrary standards, that cherry pick who gets to stop suffering, and ignores the suffering of those that don't meet their fuckingvbigoted standards. Everyone, absolutely everyone should be allowed to die for any reason they please because existence is an endless cycle suffering that doesnt even accomplish anything. even if there is happiness, joy, pleasure, comfort, it's still so fucking psychotically pointless to risk experiencig the worst thing possible

There is no fucking going back into non-existence after being forced into existence and being tortured for no fucking reason. It's not as easy as it's made out to to be, yet people just ignorantly parrot, "You can just kill yourself if you don't like it". I sure would have fucking loved it if I didn't have to fucking suffer for no fucking reason in the first place. Even if suicide was peaceful, painless, instantaneous, with absolute guarantee, it would still not explain for why people should be born and potentially risk being fucking tortured in the first place.

Existence can never be nothing more than torture, it's always a constant dice roll of how comfortable you are or how intense you will suffer with every passing moment. It's is the worst fucking thing possible and should cease to exist. Nothing can possibly ever be hurt by going into a state of non-existence, let alone every sentient organism that won't have to suffer from having other sentient organisms they depend on, going into a permanent state of non-existence. It's just a perceived fear of non existence that is driving this shit and torturing shit! FUCKING END ALREADY

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

Agreed I always feel like an outcast when I'm around anyone it sucks so much

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself repulses me so much, it's such a horrific, tragic mistake, I see it as being something evil as it's the ultimate cause of all suffering and torture, without existence one cannot suffer which is why to me it's always preferable to not exist. Only nothingness is what I see as being acceptable, there should just be nothing for all eternity, it disgusts me how life even exists in the first place, it's just senseless cruelty and endless suffering, existence just causes harm so unnecessarily and of course it's beyond inhumane how we cannot just leave this hellish reality in peace.

 

[020x]

I feel like nothingness will never be peaceful, because you will never be aware of it, which makes it impossible to prefer such thing. To me, life on this planet might be torturing, but if the idea of the universe is the same here, then it means that every other planet that also have living beings like us that are aware will also feel pain and suffering with the same system of being born, and after die. What does existence mean to most people? We still haven't discovered what's further out there other than knowing that there are multiple universes like ours. If the existence is endless, then there will be no such thing as nothingness. And even if there is nothingness, it wouldn't be better for us because we wouldn't even know that we are not existing so peace will never be felt. That's just my opinion.