fettyshooter
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- Aug 6, 2026
- 37
im so so sick of people i feel horrible. all i ever see on every single site and app is people saying horrible things about drug addicts and always making fun of us. ive blocked people blocked communities stopped using certain appd and sites and i still cant escape it. none of these posts have anything to do with us and they still always have to bring us up.
im so sick of people talking about us like we arent human. like we are a different species. and when people arent insulting us and saying awful vile things about us theyre spreading stupid misinformation and saying things that are completely incorrect.
its horrible already feeling so bad about yourself and then immediately seeing someone say "its nice seeing someone with some meat on them after passing all these homeless fentanyl zombies on the street
." and then after half an hour seeing a different person on a different post saying they think its a good thing so many junkies are dying off.
theres so many things people do that piss me off and make me want to die but the constant hate on drug addicts from everyone is really getting to me. it hurts so much worse when it comes from people who call themselves "progressive" or "supportive" or "inclusive". people i used to think were safe. half the time people bring up elon or rfk it becomes about drugs and about not listening to "some dumbass on heroin". i hate these people just as much as the next person but come on... it makes me want to go jump off a building seeing even "inclusive progressive" people saying things about us "dumbass braindead druggies". it feels like no one is safe. i know there are some people out there who arent like this but it must be such a small amount. i cant be in a world like this.
i live in a state in the south and i feel WAY less judged for being gay having a naturally feminine face and wearing black glittery makeup here than i feel for just being a fent addict anywhere else. its brutal.
ive been anorexic since i was 8 and ive seen all the hate we get everywhere. ive seen all the people saying we look like aliens and the people telling us to eat a burger and the people e-jumping people for daring to have body dysmorphia. ive seen so much hate for us and it still feels like nothing compared to the mound of nasty comments i see about addicts every day.
hell it even feels 10000x worse than being an adopted kid here! was constantly mocked for my terrible terrible english and kids and even a couple staff would pull their eyes back. that feels like absolutely nothing compared to this. sorry im saying too much it just hurts so god damn bad.
in the last year ive seen one person say something nice about us. just one. and it shocked me so bad i started tearing up.
being dependent on fent and addicted to other opioids is already miserable enough. its a miserable existence. theres so much pain and withdrawal is such unberable agony that even non-suicidal people want to die. it just feels so cruel to see so much hate for you from everyone on top of all of that. organs failing so much pain so many health issues plus the whole world viewing you as non-human scum. and then also having to constantly worry about police and being arrested. just for consuming something.
i wish i saw more people who werent like this. it would make me feel so much better. one comment i saw about a week ago made me feel so crushed that i almost responded to it. i know these people would probably never stop but that comment made me feel so worthless i felt like i couldnt scroll away and let people keep saying things this nasty about other people.
i dont know what to do about this. i really dont know how to cope with seeing so much pure hatred. i just wish people would stop already. people would never get so many likes or people responding with "
" if they swapped the "druggie/junkie/addict/crackhead" with any other group. it would clearly be so fucked up to say about any other group of people. i wish these people could start seeing us as human.
every time other things about me would get hated on i was fine. it would be super annoying and make me feel bad for a few minutes but id be fine. this is so much worse that theres just no way i can cope with it. sorry this is so long i hope its not annoying i feel completely destroyed. even someone saying their best friend who is a junkie is an incredibly sweet amazing person gets hit with "no hes not all addicts are lying backstabbing manipulators" "watch out hes going to get you to trust him and then steal from you" "no addict is a good person"
of course there also another group im part of that everyone hates and looks down on. i was so surprised when even people in that group were nasty. im extremely fucked both mentally and physically. my health is destroyed and since november last year i feel like im constantly in and out of the hospital so i cant have a normal job. the only thing i could find to make money with all my problems was getting it from men if you know what i mean.. its horrible and disgusting and humiliating. i feel like a juicy piece of meat. i wanted to find other people who relate and do the same thing so i could feel less alone and less dirty since having bad sexual trauma already makes you feel dirty enough (so this "job" was just adding to the extreme shame and dirty feeling from those older traumas). i really wasnt expecting that group to be so disgusted by drug users. its amazing that one group thats also hated by almost everyone can see another group like that and join in on the hate instead of supporting each other. hhh... exhausting.
i deeply apologize for the long post i desperately needed to get this out of my head again. its so bad that at this point ill look at anyone who is kind to drug addicts as an angel. ill worship them. those people mean so much to me.
i wish my boyfriend wouldnt have to put up with any of this hate either. its so nice at least being with someone who understands since hes a coke addict. this life feels like a cruel joke.
this was very "cringey" of me (hate that word) but the reason my pfp and name on here was about fent is because after only seeing non-stop hate for us i thought having that name and always responding to people as nicely and as helpfully as i possibly could would maybe give some people an ever so sliiightly better view of us. yikes.
i have no idea how long this is gonna look when i press post i just hope it isnt too annoying. i hope i didnt repeat myself too much. if anyone knows how to not feel so bad when i see such nasty hateful comments thatd be really helpful.
im so sick of people talking about us like we arent human. like we are a different species. and when people arent insulting us and saying awful vile things about us theyre spreading stupid misinformation and saying things that are completely incorrect.
its horrible already feeling so bad about yourself and then immediately seeing someone say "its nice seeing someone with some meat on them after passing all these homeless fentanyl zombies on the street
." and then after half an hour seeing a different person on a different post saying they think its a good thing so many junkies are dying off.theres so many things people do that piss me off and make me want to die but the constant hate on drug addicts from everyone is really getting to me. it hurts so much worse when it comes from people who call themselves "progressive" or "supportive" or "inclusive". people i used to think were safe. half the time people bring up elon or rfk it becomes about drugs and about not listening to "some dumbass on heroin". i hate these people just as much as the next person but come on... it makes me want to go jump off a building seeing even "inclusive progressive" people saying things about us "dumbass braindead druggies". it feels like no one is safe. i know there are some people out there who arent like this but it must be such a small amount. i cant be in a world like this.
i live in a state in the south and i feel WAY less judged for being gay having a naturally feminine face and wearing black glittery makeup here than i feel for just being a fent addict anywhere else. its brutal.
ive been anorexic since i was 8 and ive seen all the hate we get everywhere. ive seen all the people saying we look like aliens and the people telling us to eat a burger and the people e-jumping people for daring to have body dysmorphia. ive seen so much hate for us and it still feels like nothing compared to the mound of nasty comments i see about addicts every day.
hell it even feels 10000x worse than being an adopted kid here! was constantly mocked for my terrible terrible english and kids and even a couple staff would pull their eyes back. that feels like absolutely nothing compared to this. sorry im saying too much it just hurts so god damn bad.
in the last year ive seen one person say something nice about us. just one. and it shocked me so bad i started tearing up.
being dependent on fent and addicted to other opioids is already miserable enough. its a miserable existence. theres so much pain and withdrawal is such unberable agony that even non-suicidal people want to die. it just feels so cruel to see so much hate for you from everyone on top of all of that. organs failing so much pain so many health issues plus the whole world viewing you as non-human scum. and then also having to constantly worry about police and being arrested. just for consuming something.
i wish i saw more people who werent like this. it would make me feel so much better. one comment i saw about a week ago made me feel so crushed that i almost responded to it. i know these people would probably never stop but that comment made me feel so worthless i felt like i couldnt scroll away and let people keep saying things this nasty about other people.
i dont know what to do about this. i really dont know how to cope with seeing so much pure hatred. i just wish people would stop already. people would never get so many likes or people responding with "
" if they swapped the "druggie/junkie/addict/crackhead" with any other group. it would clearly be so fucked up to say about any other group of people. i wish these people could start seeing us as human.every time other things about me would get hated on i was fine. it would be super annoying and make me feel bad for a few minutes but id be fine. this is so much worse that theres just no way i can cope with it. sorry this is so long i hope its not annoying i feel completely destroyed. even someone saying their best friend who is a junkie is an incredibly sweet amazing person gets hit with "no hes not all addicts are lying backstabbing manipulators" "watch out hes going to get you to trust him and then steal from you" "no addict is a good person"
of course there also another group im part of that everyone hates and looks down on. i was so surprised when even people in that group were nasty. im extremely fucked both mentally and physically. my health is destroyed and since november last year i feel like im constantly in and out of the hospital so i cant have a normal job. the only thing i could find to make money with all my problems was getting it from men if you know what i mean.. its horrible and disgusting and humiliating. i feel like a juicy piece of meat. i wanted to find other people who relate and do the same thing so i could feel less alone and less dirty since having bad sexual trauma already makes you feel dirty enough (so this "job" was just adding to the extreme shame and dirty feeling from those older traumas). i really wasnt expecting that group to be so disgusted by drug users. its amazing that one group thats also hated by almost everyone can see another group like that and join in on the hate instead of supporting each other. hhh... exhausting.
i deeply apologize for the long post i desperately needed to get this out of my head again. its so bad that at this point ill look at anyone who is kind to drug addicts as an angel. ill worship them. those people mean so much to me.
i wish my boyfriend wouldnt have to put up with any of this hate either. its so nice at least being with someone who understands since hes a coke addict. this life feels like a cruel joke.
this was very "cringey" of me (hate that word) but the reason my pfp and name on here was about fent is because after only seeing non-stop hate for us i thought having that name and always responding to people as nicely and as helpfully as i possibly could would maybe give some people an ever so sliiightly better view of us. yikes.
i have no idea how long this is gonna look when i press post i just hope it isnt too annoying. i hope i didnt repeat myself too much. if anyone knows how to not feel so bad when i see such nasty hateful comments thatd be really helpful.
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