Exit Bag Nitrogen Video Test

[SadCryingBunny]

My life is shit and I just want to be dead painlessly. I made my own Exit bag and just awaiting on a few equipment to arrive. In the following video, I did a test with a garbage bag wrapped around my neck with a hose transfer setup, not the final comfort level setup. I didn't want to use an exit bag in case I passed out and it trapped the gas inside as it's a tight fit around my neck. Anyways after a minute I felt I was going to pass out. The Co build up was being expelled rapidly as the flow rate was high. I took the bag off and fainted bumping my head on the tank valve multiple times while my body was convulsing which you can clearly see. I could not stand up and felt like I was going to fall. The gas is dry and why I'll be using a scuba bio water filter to make the nitrogen slightly more moist and the ctb experience more pleasant. This is also a problem with scuba air tanks for diving. I really need sleeping pills or something because at about a minute it becomes highly uncomfortable to tolerate the intense nitrogen effects and pass out. I don't get the exploding head feeling with a bag that I got with a full face mask, however my body goes through an intense situation, the gas is very dry in my lungs and my head goes into a tunnel vision. How do I mitigate this? Thinking of ctb on a remote far away beach at night. I would've liked to use a jet ski with a float dingy 50km off shore and then for me to be flipped by a wave after I'm dead so my body could disappear deep in the ocean while wearing a double layer shark proof full chainmail Kevlar suit but I don't have that equipment ready yet. This life is horrible, I feel the urge to cut myself again.

 

[GoSan1]

I am very sorry to hear how bad its been for you.

I wish things would become better for you, but I am in no position to say it will, as it hasn't for me yet...
I am not sure if you have something like a rope around your throat to keep air from coming in, or if you're just using ur bare hands. I can't tell from the vide,o but that could become a problem.

Either way, I hope things somehow magically turn around for you, and you change ur mind, since it just isn't fair...

 

[SadCryingBunny]

I am very sorry to hear how bad its been for you.

I wish things would become better for you, but I am in no position to say it will, as it hasn't for me yet...
I am not sure if you have something like a rope around your throat to keep air from coming in, or if you're just using ur bare hands. I can't tell from the vide,o but that could become a problem.

Either way, I hope things somehow magically turn around for you, and you change ur mind, since it just isn't fair...

I'm not using my exit bag, this is just a rubbish bag. This isn't my complete comfortable ready setup. I just want to die. I'm asking for tips to make the experience pleasant as at the exact 1 minute mark, my body becomes very intense and passing out becomes highly uncomfortable, almost somewhat painful if that makes sense. It isn't this sleepy friendly gas. The bag is better than the full face mask, but still unpleasant. Please make sure you've watched the full video to assess what I can do.

 

[GoSan1]

I'm not using my exit bag, this is just a rubbish bag. This isn't my complete comfortable ready setup. I just want to die. I'm asking for tips to make the experience pleasant as at the exact 1 minute mark, my body becomes very intense and passing out becomes highly uncomfortable, almost somewhat painful if that makes sense. It isn't this sleepy friendly gas. The bag is better than the full face mask, but still unpleasant. Please make sure you've watched the full video to assess what I can do.

Ah i see, its hard to tell whats on the video tbh since its in a side view

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

It should feel different when done properly: letting the bag inflate first above your head while hyperventilating, then pulling it down after exhaling. If you're not going to test it the way that it's actually used to ctb, then of course you're not going to get an accurate idea of what it will be like.