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Leiden
Arcanist
- Sep 1, 2020
- 432
I can't exist like this anymore. I don't know how I'm even going to make it through the next minutes. I can't go through all this suffering anymore. I try and ask God for strength and help, but I never get it. Is anyone even up there...I don't know. I can't go on anymore existing with all these issues and always more come..always! How are the people who have health issues staying alive through it all? I can't bare it already, then another new issue comes that I have to live with. I'm terrorized every second of the day and I don't know what to do. I can't exist like this anymore. It only ever gets so much more worse for me. I don't understand why. Some people have it so easy and are living great lives and are happy and no problems. Why couldn't that be me. Ide take that over this hell I live every waking moment. Why do I have to suffer so unbelievably much. I just can't survive anymore. My day is I wake up and go through terrorizing suffering all day and that repeats every day and then a new issue will happen and it gets worse and worse and I can't exist like this anymore. If anyone can DM me the SN source, I'd really appreciate it. I really don't know how much more I can bare.
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