Venting Existence could never be something that is desirable

[FuneralCry]

That is why I believe that to never exist in the first place is perfection with the less time spent trapped in this cruel and meaningless existence, the better. This is why especially I envy those who died at a younger age than me as they had less time spent suffering in this hellish reality, I will always see nothingness as being preferable, only to not exist can bring relief, it's relief from all harm and suffering in an existence that was completely unnecessary in the first place.

There was never a need for existence which is a reason as to why it's tragic how it exists, to have the ability to exist could never be desirable because as long as one exists they cannot find safety from all the harm that existence causes.
It's terrifying and unacceptable that there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, it's why wishing for the peace of non-existence is all that makes sense as one cannot be harmed by not existing.

Existence was just something never worth enduring in the first place and for me could never be under any circumstances possible. I see no value in enduring this futile process of waiting to decay and die anyway, existing just leads to nothing and nowhere other than suffering and there's nothing desirable about the inevitability of suffering.
If only there was the option to fall into an eternal sleep then that would solve everything and bring so much relief.

 

[アホペンギン]

Existence is the definition of endless and possibly treatment resistant suffering if you have been unfortunate during your time alive, its regrettable how we have been put here, on this hellish and cruel earth just to suffer among the society who only uses us for monetary and personal gain while they deny us the privilege to die.

It is indeed tragic how existence is a thing for us unfortunate people and how others accept the fact that we suffer like this and on top of that are denied the right to end our suffering in a dignified way, free from any extra suffering that we'll have to endure just to escape the agony.

 

[Immensevoid]

I would really like to be peacefully freed from all the torment that life has brought me since over a decade..

 

[soonatpeace777888]

I disagree. For some it is good, for some it isn't. For me it's not good which is why I'm here, but I know many who love life.