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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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That is why I believe that to never exist in the first place is perfection with the less time spent trapped in this cruel and meaningless existence, the better. This is why especially I envy those who died at a younger age than me as they had less time spent suffering in this hellish reality, I will always see nothingness as being preferable, only to not exist can bring relief, it's relief from all harm and suffering in an existence that was completely unnecessary in the first place.
There was never a need for existence which is a reason as to why it's tragic how it exists, to have the ability to exist could never be desirable because as long as one exists they cannot find safety from all the harm that existence causes.
It's terrifying and unacceptable that there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, it's why wishing for the peace of non-existence is all that makes sense as one cannot be harmed by not existing.
Existence was just something never worth enduring in the first place and for me could never be under any circumstances possible. I see no value in enduring this futile process of waiting to decay and die anyway, existing just leads to nothing and nowhere other than suffering and there's nothing desirable about the inevitability of suffering.
If only there was the option to fall into an eternal sleep then that would solve everything and bring so much relief.
There was never a need for existence which is a reason as to why it's tragic how it exists, to have the ability to exist could never be desirable because as long as one exists they cannot find safety from all the harm that existence causes.
It's terrifying and unacceptable that there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, it's why wishing for the peace of non-existence is all that makes sense as one cannot be harmed by not existing.
Existence was just something never worth enduring in the first place and for me could never be under any circumstances possible. I see no value in enduring this futile process of waiting to decay and die anyway, existing just leads to nothing and nowhere other than suffering and there's nothing desirable about the inevitability of suffering.
If only there was the option to fall into an eternal sleep then that would solve everything and bring so much relief.