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A clown š¤”
- Jan 2, 2023
- 200
I don't know how much longer i can take this. Every thing i do just brings more frustration and mental suffering. I am so exhausted and i feel trapped in a corner with no way out. I don't even feel like doing the few things that helped me a little to endure this existence anymore.
Sometimes i get lost in my imagination entering alternate lives and worlds to try to distract myself from my lonely, desperate and cold reality.
I'm practically a hikikomori, i've never had any friends, i have no hobbies, i have almost no interest in anything. It's just being locked in my room 95% of the time alone on my computer. The only interaction i have with people is with my mother, very minimal with my father and sister, my psychiatrist and psychologist, although even those interactions are exhausting. Since i can remember i am almost always treated as an alien, sometimes people can look at me with disgust, ignore me or patronize me.
I just hope one day I have enough energy to end this because this existence is nothing more than a nightmare for me.
Sometimes i get lost in my imagination entering alternate lives and worlds to try to distract myself from my lonely, desperate and cold reality.
I'm practically a hikikomori, i've never had any friends, i have no hobbies, i have almost no interest in anything. It's just being locked in my room 95% of the time alone on my computer. The only interaction i have with people is with my mother, very minimal with my father and sister, my psychiatrist and psychologist, although even those interactions are exhausting. Since i can remember i am almost always treated as an alien, sometimes people can look at me with disgust, ignore me or patronize me.
I just hope one day I have enough energy to end this because this existence is nothing more than a nightmare for me.
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