PinballWizard39
Experienced
- May 3, 2024
- 219
So I'm more on the side of excessive insomniac, but this last week has been bizarre and I'm trying to deduce the likeliest cause of my sudden excessive sleepiness and tiredness.
I've been in the midst of a really bad depressive episode for the last couple of months, however, excessive sleepiness has never been a symptom of my depression, quite the opposite. I started transitioning back to work last week and I first noticed the tiredness when I did a morning of work and left to come home - I nearly fell asleep driving home and once home, I crashed out. The same happened again a day or two later when I did another half day. However, my sleep in the night times has been really patchy and I kept waking up so early. I only worked 1 whole day and 2 half days this past week as I'm doing a phased return.
Yesterday I spent an hour or two blackberry picking not far from my house and despite there being lots of hills around me, they are never usually an issue. This time, walking up to my house nearly caused me to collapse on the floor, yards from my house. I spent the afternoon laying down.
Last night I took a sleeping pill thinking that if I had a decent sleep, it might help the daytime tiredness. I didn't wake up until about 1pm this afternoon and then after trying to drink some coffee and actually do things, I spent the entire day til about 7.30pm this evening dozing in and out of sleep. This is incredibly weird.
The only other thing it could be would be my iron levels. Last time they were checked, they were pretty low and I didn't do much about it, though I have been drinking daily fruit smoothies to see if that helps.
Part of me wonders whether the tiredness might be related to me coming out of the depths of the depressive episode because I'm actually doing things now. Saying that, I'm not convinced I'm coming out of it because I'm still planning my death and not wanting to wake up each day. Maybe I am just experiencing hypersomnia for the first time or maybe it is just the iron, but then surely that wouldn't happen so suddenly.
I'm sat here now wondering if I'll get any sleep at all tonight because I've literally been asleep most of the last 24hrs. It's nearly 10.30pm and I don't know if I should take another sleeping pill or just hope my trazodone kicks in, though that's hit and miss. I'm not sure what to do.
I've been in the midst of a really bad depressive episode for the last couple of months, however, excessive sleepiness has never been a symptom of my depression, quite the opposite. I started transitioning back to work last week and I first noticed the tiredness when I did a morning of work and left to come home - I nearly fell asleep driving home and once home, I crashed out. The same happened again a day or two later when I did another half day. However, my sleep in the night times has been really patchy and I kept waking up so early. I only worked 1 whole day and 2 half days this past week as I'm doing a phased return.
Yesterday I spent an hour or two blackberry picking not far from my house and despite there being lots of hills around me, they are never usually an issue. This time, walking up to my house nearly caused me to collapse on the floor, yards from my house. I spent the afternoon laying down.
Last night I took a sleeping pill thinking that if I had a decent sleep, it might help the daytime tiredness. I didn't wake up until about 1pm this afternoon and then after trying to drink some coffee and actually do things, I spent the entire day til about 7.30pm this evening dozing in and out of sleep. This is incredibly weird.
The only other thing it could be would be my iron levels. Last time they were checked, they were pretty low and I didn't do much about it, though I have been drinking daily fruit smoothies to see if that helps.
Part of me wonders whether the tiredness might be related to me coming out of the depths of the depressive episode because I'm actually doing things now. Saying that, I'm not convinced I'm coming out of it because I'm still planning my death and not wanting to wake up each day. Maybe I am just experiencing hypersomnia for the first time or maybe it is just the iron, but then surely that wouldn't happen so suddenly.
I'm sat here now wondering if I'll get any sleep at all tonight because I've literally been asleep most of the last 24hrs. It's nearly 10.30pm and I don't know if I should take another sleeping pill or just hope my trazodone kicks in, though that's hit and miss. I'm not sure what to do.