ButterToast
Liar who can't separate lies from reality
- Aug 11, 2023
- 55
i know most people dont care about getting good grades, but im not even aiming for A+ and I tried studying the whole day but my brain literally in autopilot and i forget everything. Hours wasted, my exam is tomorrow morning, and I may actually fail the exam. fuck my life dude, i thought i had escaped depression, but here i am again lol. idk what to do, i just wanna kill myself. i dont have that many friends and i dont have much things going in life, my life is just dissapointment after dissapointment. someone please kill me, man, i grew up religious and now i am reluctant to say that i believe in god. hahaha, man i feel conflicted about my life, sometimes it's the best thing ever, but other times i just want to end it all.
fuck me and every useless things i do. i wanna die so badly, i wish i never wake up from tonight as i feel utterly helpless. tbh, if ur one of those ppl who roam this website to help, dw, its unlikely im gonna actually ctb, im just frustrated and need somewhere to let my steam off. i'll prob be fine in a couple of months. but yea, doesnt change the fact im hella depressed rn
fuck me and every useless things i do. i wanna die so badly, i wish i never wake up from tonight as i feel utterly helpless. tbh, if ur one of those ppl who roam this website to help, dw, its unlikely im gonna actually ctb, im just frustrated and need somewhere to let my steam off. i'll prob be fine in a couple of months. but yea, doesnt change the fact im hella depressed rn