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39hatsune

39hatsune

get up! no one is coming to save you
Dec 9, 2025
9
ive always struggled my whole life with education and stuff, yet for some reason i still strive so high . like i want to do the best that i can but i just CANT, and the people around me dont seem to understand that. i dont want to be nothing, but im afraid if i cant excel academically then i really am worth nothing. what good is there about me? i want to get up, i want to study, and i want to do well. but the day always goes by so fast. by the time i realise it, its already the middle of the night and ive done nothing at all. i have exams in two days and i know i cant do it, but i really want to. i really wish someone in real life could understand this, that i really just cant. it really makes me want to end it, im so so so tired every day- though i have no real reason to be
what is wrong with my head !!!!
 

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