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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
Just another of my reasons as to why I'm going to CTB soon. Hopefully tomorrow.
 
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Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
723
we didn't come into this world to please other people we shouldn't even live for them, why do you care so much for their opinion? i cared too but this is something that has disappeared with time
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
we didn't come into this world to please other people we shouldn't even live for them, why do you care so much for their opinion? i cared too but this is something that has disappeared with time
Because if I were to continue living, I would be going into art. I would be in the public eye if I were to become at all successful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Many people can be cruel for no good reason, I see it as better to stay away from others personally. I'm sorry you have had to go through this. I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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cambrai33

cambrai33

Traveller
Nov 3, 2021
386
Stop trying to please others and concentrate on yourself

You can't change how many others think of you and will always be unhappy if that's the validation you need. Just try and be kind to yourself, when you start to like who are then others will follow, not all but some
 
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meetapple

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
I think you shouldn't take rejection personally, as difficult as that is. Some people are just straight out ignorant. I take it personally as well and find that I create a self image which causes people to be very suspicious of me. If you can get past your anxiety and not broadcast it perhaps you can effectively deal with social situations better.
 
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Sanva

Sanva

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Dec 10, 2021
261
Because if I were to continue living, I would be going into art. I would be in the public eye if I were to become at all successful.
Most people in the public eye are hated by a lot of people. I think that's just normal.

I feel the same way though, and it sucks. It's just human nature to want to be liked. and I can never have that
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,206
I have given up the desire for social acceptance. I don't give a shit anymore. I will do my usual routines (just out of habit), give what little I have to some charities that I like and prepare for the end. There is no way I could go through another year feeling the way I do. I am tired and just want to sleep more. Sleep is my only release from it all. It just needs to be more permanent.
 
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Tamara Tami

Tamara Tami

Student
Sep 15, 2021
106
sleep is my only scape
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
I have given up the desire for social acceptance. I don't give a shit anymore. I will do my usual routines (just out of habit), give what little I have to some charities that I like and prepare for the end. There is no way I could go through another year feeling the way I do. I am tired and just want to sleep more. Sleep is my only release from it all. It just needs to be more permanent.
I agree. I hope we both can get what we need.
 

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