Venting Everything’s triggering

[wanda]

I've tried to ctb for almost five years now, my main attempts were spread out over a year and the best I could do was end up at the doctors.
At this point my parents shouting at me for something petty is so triggering and makes me want to immediately try again and puts me back in that loop.
I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday and u can imagine how this sent me over the edge.

But this is not something sudden I wanna make that clear. I've been feeling like this since I was almost 13 and this feeling has never gone , it has just gotten worse over time and now I'm getting really really desperate.
Extremely desperate and I've never been more sure that I wanna do it but i don't know what to do I rlly don't wanna end up in the hospital, I just wanna get it over with.
All these methods on the site seem so complicated and I'm scared of getting scammed what do I do.

 

[fly]

CTB with an train may be the easiest method; if you choose like on of those trains which are travelling with like 200km/h u just get crushed, your brain is crushed. You just dissappear without any pain

 

[wanda]

CTB with an train may be the easiest method; if you choose like on of those trains which are travelling with like 200km/h u just get crushed, your brain is crushed. You just dissappear without any pain

I'm sure SI will kick in tho before it even happens

 

[DeIetedUser4739]

I think SN beats all other methods available if you follow the guide and don't get found by someone.

 

[fly]

I'm sure SI will kick in tho before it even happens

Just fill ya self full up with drugs and jump infront of an train,

 

[sugarh1gh]

Yeah I am also going through a sudden break up and it has triggered me baddly. I have had thoughts and attempts to ctb since 7.

 

[Dusk till dawn]

Just fill ya self full up with drugs and jump infront of an train,

The train method is ABSOLUTELY THE MOST UNRELIABLE AND WORST METHOD possible, if you survive you get crippled for life, it's not worth the risk when there's other methods

 

[wanda]

The train method is ABSOLUTELY THE MOST UNRELIABLE AND WORST METHOD possible, if you survive you get crippled for life, it's not worth the risk when there's other methods

What are some super reliable methods
How do I confirm that I'm buying the right thing and not getting scammed

I think SN beats all other methods available if you follow the guide and don't get found by someone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, it's cruel to me how people have to suffer so much in this existence with no straightforward way to die, I really wish there's the option to just easily die in peace.

 

[fly]

The train method is ABSOLUTELY THE MOST UNRELIABLE AND WORST METHOD possible, if you survive you get crippled for life, it's not worth the risk when there's other methods

Like what?