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Parnate

Mage
Dec 16, 2021
568
In retrospect everything in my life has gone wrong. Nothing has ever been good . Family, finances, me, my mind. It's all mismatch and erroneous.
was there anything good in your life ? Something worth living? Nothing in my life seems worth living for .
 
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

Wanderer
Jul 3, 2024
469
Sorry to hear. For me it's my cats.
 
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404BrainNotFound

404BrainNotFound

Member
Sep 1, 2025
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I have a wonderful family unlike many here, and 5 cute cats and 2 beautiful dogs. I have definitely had some great experiences. But I also failed out of high school due to missing so much as a result of my mental deterioration - now I have nowhere to go in life. I know I could magically be placed into the best possible circumstances and still find a way to f*ck everything up.
When the mind doesn't work there really is no point at all.
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
457
my cat and all the friends i have and my boyfriend. not much has gone wrong in my life really, i just despise living.
 
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Parnate

Mage
Dec 16, 2021
568
I have a wonderful family unlike many here, and 5 cute cats and 2 beautiful dogs. I have definitely had some great experiences. But I also failed out of high school due to missing so much as a result of my mental deterioration - now I have nowhere to go in life. I know I could magically be placed into the best possible circumstances and still find a way to f*ck everything up.
When the mind doesn't work there really is no point at all.
Same, if my mind was working normally I would have forgotten the past and made a good life for me. But , my mind is the biggest tormentor.
 
mangoastronaut

mangoastronaut

Member
Aug 7, 2025
55
My partner is the only good thing keeping me here. I feel genuinely happy when I am with her. Before that, I had the same problem others have said in the comments that there's good stuff happening but my brain won't let me enjoy it.
 

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