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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Not see point really get thing tomorrows finish, money spend food eat , play watch all ending come see empty later fel, all wheel same do end do end, it real not matter whatbthing did all same ending ,keep stay alive whY do same thing real tiring, feel hunger go eat know Time move hunger again, this real hard think, feel no end need other thing only real end can die get rid all this temp nonsense
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,330
Everything is also extremely pointless to me. I've always seen existence as being a cruel burden unfairly inflicted on us and there really is no point to enduring day after day of endless misery just to die anyway. Staying alive only ever prolongs suffering, so of course it would be ideal to finally be free from the prison that is existence. And yet with all of the cruelty that exists in this world, people still label it as being 'mentally ill', to want to escape from it all. How could it be rational to want to suffer, and suffering is simply inevitable in life.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
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Totally agree. This is all so meaningless, it's just the same crap on repeat day after day. Groundhog Day...
 
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madebrief

Experienced
Jul 4, 2022
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Totally agree. This is all so meaningless, it's just the same crap on repeat day after day. Groundhog Day...
Haha if only except with groundhog day he could do whatever he liked!
 
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ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
Haha if only except with groundhog day he could do whatever he liked!
True but after a while even that'd get old. It's not specified in the movie but Phil is actually stuck in Groundhog Day for decades upon decades
 
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almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
615
True but after a while even that'd get old. It's not specified in the movie but Phil is actually stuck in Groundhog Day for decades upon decades
Seriously?? Dang how did I miss that I've seen the movie so many times lol.
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
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It's amazing to me how most people will gladly and whole-heartedly run in circles, doing some variation of the same thing every day until they die.

I hear older people discussing their doctor's appointments and various medications with great fervor. Little kids wanting some new toy or game they'll grow bored of in no time. Teenagers spending their afternoons scooping ice cream or stuffing fries in a box. Middle-aged adults spending the better part of the day (and their lives) sitting at a desk, waiting on a paycheck that's going to be gouged by the IRS, then all the other multi-billion dollar entities like the bank that holds the lien on their car.

Perfectly fucking content to stay on the hamster wheel. And they'll argue with you until they're blue in the face that it's a blessing for them to have the chance to do it. Their definition of "blessing" is pretty damned lame.

To try and justify life, they'll tell you about some moment where their kid made them smile or how they watched a pretty sunset... As if that's good enough to offset the IRS deductions and hemorrhoids.
 
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