divinemistress36
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- Jan 1, 2024
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Every minor inconvenience makes me want to die , anyone feel this way?
At times more than others. Sometimes I can just shrug off a few "bad day" kinda things, but when I'm struggling like I have been lately, yes, everything hits me harder than it should and it piles up. Hit my knee, drop something, mess up my typing, be utterly ineffective trying to interact with someone, then stressed by every email that comes in, frustrated at time slipping away, headache . . . it just all adds up on days like today. I hate that I can't handle it. I feel less than useless, like a sinkhole.Every minor inconvenience makes me want to die , anyone feel this way?
Even if I was rich I would still want to die but I would try go have fun firstEvery minor inconvenience is pain and struggle, like falling apart slowly but surely. It's impossible to live like that and even the rich which have much of their troubles covered, once they lose their advantages, guess how pissed they become?
Their only excuse is when all is good that you need to try in order to float and have all kind of securities. Completely an opinion of no consequence at all.
This place is a joke, but it may be a compliment to call it a joke, more like a retarded mistake.
Very much so. It's unbearable. Even just meeting human beings makes me wanna die at times. Everything is a trigger. No safe space.Every minor inconvenience makes me want to die , anyone feel this way?
What's on your bucket list?Even if I was rich I would still want to die but I would try go have fun first
same, it becomes worse everytimeEvery minor inconvenience makes me want to die , anyone feel this way?
What if there's an afterlife, and you will have to exist for all eternity there?Yes and I'm certainly so tired of suffering in this existence, simply just existing makes me wish for the peace of eternal nothingness, I never would have chosen to be burdened with the ability to exist, it's beyond undesirable to exist.
This. I would give it a go and see how things progress. No. Not a mansion, car and all that shit. A flat in Spain, go to the sanctuary often and see how it pans out.Even if I was rich I would still want to die but I would try go have fun first
The very least your physical body dies here, so you will be like a ghost, no bodily pain and also no lizard brain lol.What if there's an afterlife, and you will have to exist for all eternity there?
What if there's an afterlife, and you will have to exist for all eternity there?
Yes! The lizard brain is an assholeThe very least your physical body dies here, so you will be like a ghost, no bodily pain and also no lizard brain lol.
YES THIS IS SO TRUE FOR ME. Every tiny thing that goes wrong tears start to form in my eyes and i can't help. Every time something goes wrong (even if it's not that big of a deal) I feel like a total failure in life. If things don't go as I had imagined I start to panic and I feel terrible about myself. Why do I have to be this way? This really sucksEvery minor inconvenience makes me want to die , anyone feel this way?
Travel to some exotic places and do a lot of drugs. That's all I could come up with so farWhat's on your bucket list?
+1 to exotic places, only alcohol and nicotine instead of drugs hahaTravel to some exotic places and do a lot of drugs. That's all I could come up with so far
All the time!Every minor inconvenience makes me want to die , anyone feel this way?
Yes indeed. I'm so over the present stress, past trauma, flash backs, being dismissed, not being listened, longing for this and that, which will likely never happen, not being able to get out of bed, wishing happy times lasted forever, feeling like I've failed despite graduating college, the hopelessness, helplessness, guilt and shame of the past, and embarrassment of childhood and who I was born to. Though some of this is not minor, minor inconveniences makes everything worse.Every minor inconvenience makes me want to die , anyone feel this way?