Everything is starting to get to me

[ineedsomerest]

I'm tired of going weeks without saying a word to anyone but the cashier at a gas station, why am I even here. I can't even watch a fucking movie without some mention of family/friends/relationships and bad memories flooding in. I was scrolling through ig and see this reel and i instantly feel awful lmao this shits so pathetic I can't wait to be gone.

 

[Dinorun]

i feel you.
hobbies and being focused on something make me forget the burden for a little while
doom scrolling can also ease the mind, but on the other hand sometimes you are exposed to normal people
living their life and being where i want to be.
you may be physically alone but if each of us were a dot on planet earth im sure we would light up the globe

only suggestion i have is try going to selfdefense or boxing class, even if you dont really connect with anyone
its nice to be in the proximity of people and greeting and saying goodbye to eachother and spar
also makes you active and take out some energy

take care and stay strong and open <3

 

[fuzzypeach]

i think community is def very very important. you could try finding any sort of community event that happens weekly or biweekly and just show up. hopefully people will talk to you!