Venting everything feels weird

[azumangadaioh]

im looking around my room and things are starting to lose its value. the things on my desk are starting to look surreal. nothing here matters to me anymore and i have to start saying goodbye. i cant stay here any longer. nothing will get better.

i think im mentally preparing for my departure. i dont know what will happen after i do CTB, but all i know is that my death will be kinder than this life has ever been to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that you eventually find what you are searching for.