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soulkitty
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- Apr 6, 2024
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Why does everyday feel awful and colorless and horrible. I'm so fucking tired of it. I'm tired of struggling just to be happy for a single moment in a day. I just want to be happy and feel warmth and well and I do sometimes but it feels like those moments fade away so fast. I always self sabotage when it comes to friendships and it makes me feel like I shouldn't have any. I don't know. I just want to be a toddler again watching my favorite cartoons and just not having to think about all of these horrible things and not having my innocence be ruined yet. I just want to feel joyful see color everywhere I go no t have 80% days I feel like absolute shit. This is so unfair and awful. Why do I have to struggle so fucking much just to stay alive