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candytree
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- Sep 24, 2022
- 29
All my old friends hate me and this one person in particular humiliated me at a birthday party. i hate the way i look everyone hates me everyone's watching me and i can't handle it anymore. at the party that one person mentioned that i had multiple stds or infections because i hooked up with ONE person and had to go to the er so i trusted them with that. the fact that i have so much dirt on this person and haven't said one thing because i actually valued our friendship really says something. After that birthday party i left my school and went to the mental hospital but because of a fucking skin condition they put me in isolation for 3 days as i was just starting to finally make friends my chances were ruined. at this point i can't handle being treated like this anymore i want to kill myself so bad but it's so hard to find good methods