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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
172
same depression, same problems, same stress, same feeling. everyday is the fucking same. i don't know what to do anymore. i have failed to change my life so many times. i was given so many opportunities and failed every fucking time. i'm such a burden to the ones around me. my poor parents, i'm sorry i couldn't be a normal person.

i just want this to end..
 
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dreamingofrest

dreamingofrest

so, so tired
Nov 7, 2023
120
I'm sorry that you've suffered so much. I know what it's like to feel like a burden to loved ones and it is definitely a horrible feeling. Hopefully you'll find some kind of peace soon ❤️
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
i swear everyday its the same thing. same 4 walls, same social media apps, same music, same entertainment, same everything. nothing really peaks excitement or enthusiasm anymore. i honestly feel more excitement just sleeping throughout the day than doing anything else. it just feels like life is just passing me by and nothing is changing. not even change itself.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,234
Me too
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,344
Yeah every day here is the same, I can relate to that. I've got no means to change it any more.
 
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Tired_of_myself

Tired_of_myself

Student
Jan 2, 2024
144
do guys Keep on social media? I deleted all… its been hard to even to talk to someone… i cant relate to anyone and feels like being alone all the time…
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,084
I understand why you'd just wish to be free, I get that it's so dreadful suffering in this existence. But anyway best wishes.
 
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MrP

MrP

Member
Aug 11, 2022
37
I know man, I know...
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Me too. I'm very sorry.
 
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IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
479
same depression, same problems, same stress, same feeling. everyday is the fucking same. i don't know what to do anymore. i have failed to change my life so many times. i was given so many opportunities and failed every fucking time. i'm such a burden to the ones around me. my poor parents, i'm sorry i couldn't be a normal person.

i just want this to end..
I feel you @thedevilwithin I ain't left my apartment in 3 months. Life's a b*tch.
 

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