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Lordsudbury
Specialist
- Jul 26, 2020
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I've set up the ligature, dog leash with slipknot and even curtains to prevent neighbours from seeing. Everyday I go up to the roof several times to practice the partial hang. It feels like it will work.
Am I ready to say goodbye to the human experience [My present human experience]? The finality of all actions. No goodbye or relief, just inexistence, to free myself from the burden of depression and weight of the emotional spectrum, to restore myself to the time before I was conceived.
I isolate myself to increase the effects of depression so I can finally pull the trigger.
But is it right?
Am I ready to say goodbye to the human experience [My present human experience]? The finality of all actions. No goodbye or relief, just inexistence, to free myself from the burden of depression and weight of the emotional spectrum, to restore myself to the time before I was conceived.
I isolate myself to increase the effects of depression so I can finally pull the trigger.
But is it right?