NSFW Every waking moment is like a surgery of high voltage passing through my body

[KillingPain267]

Caused by debilitating depression and anxiety (so debilitating that my case worker nearly gave up and put me on welfare indefinitely). But that is no relief. Every hour I am begging for relief to end it all.

I feel like Martin Riggs from Lethal Weapon 1:

 

[albstr1403]

Same. The pain is ridiculous. Somatic electric chair buddies <3