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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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In December I failed partial suspension hanging like 6x. It's hard to make it work

Then I practiced full suspensions hanging about 3 times in January, perfected the set up but I knew it'd be extra traumatizing and would devalue the house so I decided to ctb outside

It has not been easy AT ALL. It's alot more complicated, the freezing temperatures are a pain in the ass, the location,lack of privacy, I need to climb on a neighborhood tree without waking up a neighbor that could very well see me from the window. I have to do it between 2am- 3:30 am (some ppl go walk their dogs at 4 am)

It's such a pain in the ass. I have less than àn hour left to get it done
 
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