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wanttodie12345
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- Jul 27, 2024
- 33
Like "if you were actually suicidal you would just do it already". Was told that offline and it echoes in my head now that I've given up on mental health therapy. I'm feeling like I'm running into obstacles I can't overcome in life and in planning to ctb, and I start thinking maybe if I were really serious I'd take more risks or just go xyz rather than finding reasons why certain methods won't work for me. At the same time, life is miserable as is and I can't risk making it worse with anything illegal trying to obtain methods, or attempting methods that aren't reliable. Am I alone in feeling like a failure at life and ctb?