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Ivan181

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I know people on here say how Amercian's are lucky to have access to firearms but when you've been in a psychiatric facility getting a gun is essentially impossible unless you wait at least 5 years. Anyways with living in Western Europe or Japan jumping in front of a high speed trains sound like an ideal way to ctb. Ik some people may think it's immoral to involve innocent people in ctb but I'm at the point where I'm so desperate I don't care as long as I don't physically harm anyone it'll be ok. I just need to end my suffering so desperately. I'm going to use a CO charcoal method sometime in the next 2 weeks and my plan b is to drive to an Amtrak route and walk in front of the train where the average train speed is 55mph. Idk if this will be a quick And painless method but it's unfortunately what my plan b is unfortunately I will have to drive a long distance which is difficult in my health condition and the train isn't ideally going fast enough but hopefully it will do. I wish there was just a easier way to ctb
 
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banger12

banger12

Former nerd; current burden
Aug 1, 2024
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I'm so sorry you're in so much pain and I get your frustration with lacking any effective method. I wish personally people were less in favor of forced life. That'd solve all of this. But unfortunately convincing people on that point isn't realistic.

Also this may be irrelevant and I hope it isn't insensitive but I think it'd also just be great to have high speed rail in general. Preferable way to travel. Travel in the US sucks. But I get why we don't have it.
 
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Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
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and my plan b is to drive to an Amtrak route and walk in front of the train where the average train speed is 55mph. Idk if this will be a quick And painless method but it's unfortunately what my plan b is unfortunately I will have to drive a long distance which is difficult in my health condition and the train isn't ideally going fast enough but hopefully it will do. I wish there was just a easier way to ctb
With a train as a method, you should not rely on hope. The survivors often live on with severed limbs when walking in front of a train which is going too slow. There can also be, depending on country, considerable financial and legal risks, because you would be liable for the dangerous interference with rail traffic and may also be liable for damages.
I, personally, would never choose a train with a speed of 68 mph or less. But that's just my personal opinion.
 
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Dec 5, 2024
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I've thought about that method as well. I have high speed trains very close to where I live, it wouldn't be an issue to find a place to end my life on. But it's such a risky method. The pain I'll be causing to everyone involved with my suicide, and the slim chance that I live, permanently disfigured and without being able to function on my own. It's a gnarly method and I can't imagine myself going with it. I am sorry that your circunstances don't even give you the option to choose that method, and I hope you can find peace, be it with an alternative method or, somehow, with living.
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

My chance at seeing the stars again but in 2025
Jan 6, 2025
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Euros have accèss to everything, opioids, fentanyl, euthanization, and best, hemlock, SN and great otc. My Danish friend has the same heart conditions as me but faster and he has access to great sleeping stuff he can just buy... and guess what?!? From a small trading shop for few cents, and the other friend who recently passed away from the same area got opioids knowing euthanization takes awhile to be listed onto, and they get access to alcohol much easily too and he's 22 and have been drinking alcohol since he was 19. I swear their so lucky...
I know people on here say how Amercian's are lucky to have access to firearms but when you've been in a psychiatric facility getting a gun is essentially impossible unless you wait at least 5 years. Anyways with living in Western Europe or Japan jumping in front of a high speed trains sound like an ideal way to ctb. Ik some people may think it's immoral to involve innocent people in ctb but I'm at the point where I'm so desperate I don't care as long as I don't physically harm anyone it'll be ok. I just need to end my suffering so desperately. I'm going to use a CO charcoal method sometime in the next 2 weeks and my plan b is to drive to an Amtrak route and walk in front of the train where the average train speed is 55mph. Idk if this will be a quick And painless method but it's unfortunately what my plan b is unfortunately I will have to drive a long distance which is difficult in my health condition and the train isn't ideally going fast enough but hopefully it will do. I wish there was just a easier way to ctb
With a train as a method, you should not rely on hope. The survivors often live on with severed limbs when walking in front of a train which is going too slow. There can also be, depending on country, considerable financial and legal risks, because you would be liable for the dangerous interference with rail traffic and may also be liable for damages.
I, personally, would never choose a train with a speed of 68 mph or less. But that's just my personal opinion.
My former friend had a train station near her area and claimed multiple times she passed by a train and before she tossed me aside because I was struggling financially with our plan and she couldn't get a revolver, and was stuck with an abusive sister to get alcohol when we got access to poison seeds when her other friend died on his first try, she died months later as she said she would by train and knew the right method and say its better to lay down in the dark for it to snap your and break it neck and it seemed she wasn't scared once and she successfully did it too and the method is by being around the track and numbing your body, as she only had pain meds, and I believed her...

edit: she peacefully passed in October and I found out through a video
 
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L'absent

L'absent

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I would never blame a desperate person who decides to end their life by jumping in front of a train with statements like "they traumatized people," "they ruined the lives of the police, who are just doing their job," or "they disrupted traffic." These kinds of arguments aren't even made by many ordinary people, even those who are against suicide and religiously inclined. Let alone by me, who is neither religious nor pro-life. Furthermore, here in Europe, incidents of this kind are quite common, and they aren't always cases of suicide. There are people who cross the tracks as a dare, others who are simply distracted, or perhaps wearing headphones and unable to hear the train coming, ending up being hit. Just a few days ago, a woman was grazed by a passing train while walking next to the tracks. These people are not desperate; they are simply acting imprudently or negligently. Yet their mutilated bodies are no different from those of people who choose suicide, often because they live in a society that forces them to endure even severe illnesses.
This is not only about visible physical illnesses but also about mental health conditions that often fail to find relief even after years of therapy. And illness or not, no one should be forced to live against their will. If someone bothers the pro-life population by ending their suffering by jumping in front of a train, then perhaps it would be better to offer everyone a more dignified and peaceful method, such as Nembutal. This highlights the importance of a strong welfare state, capable of providing real support and universal access to adequate psychological and medical care. A system that prevents desperation by offering practical solutions to those in extreme distress, rather than abandoning them to public judgment or solitude. The lack of a robust welfare system amplifies inequalities, reinforcing the idea that some lives are worth less than others.
Otherwise, we end up repeating the same mistakes as certain countries that apply the death penalty, an aberrant and medieval practice, touted as a deterrent but that actually perpetuates a system of violence and dehumanization. The death penalty not only fails to reduce crime but also degrades society as a whole, turning the state into a killer legitimized by law. This approach doesn't solve problems; it exacerbates them, showing a total lack of civility and humanity.
Let's take inspiration from Northern European countries, where prisoners are treated with dignity, live in comfortable and humane conditions, and are prepared for reintegration into a society that is often the very one responsible for pushing them into crime. Similarly, to label as a "crime" the act of someone deciding to end their life by jumping in front of a train, or to emphasize the damage caused by a desperate person's actions, is a petty, insensitive, and intolerable stance. If we truly want to improve, we must build a society where collective well-being is a priority, and where suicide is addressed with empathy, prevention, and policies offering real solutions, rather than judgment or moral condemnation.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
461
Oh the train, yes. I love the train... Kind of lucky to have him, that's true.

It's still not ideal. I looked into it a bit because I tried it three times. The problem of traumatizing the train drivers and everyone who has to collect my meat parts (it gets into all the cracks of the train including the ventilation slots) is something that I don't care about. Even if it was switched off at the moment I tried it.

There have actually been cases in which the railway company has exercised its right to demand compensation from relatives. This is a terrible burden for the relatives. Most of the time the railway waives this, but it has the right to do so and there were individual cases in which this was the case.

SI was very high for me with this method, probably because the head knows full well that there is definitely no turning back and no failure. I think it's the same with firearms.
 
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blacksand

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May 2, 2023
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I think a fast train would definitely help with lowering si.

I tried in front of a slow freight train and couldn't do it
 
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L'absent

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I had the privilege of being present when the TGV (Train à Grande Vitesse), the French high-speed train, passed by me at an astonishing 574 km/h. I was standing in a field, and the sheer power and speed of the train were so overwhelming that it felt as if the air itself trembled. This marvel of French engineering is not just a train; it's a testament to the country's commitment to pushing the limits of technology and transportation. The TGV's design combines cutting-edge aerodynamics with advanced materials, making it capable of effortlessly gliding through the tracks at incredible speeds. It's a symbol of France's dedication to innovation, not only in trains but across all facets of engineering. If it were to collide head-on with something, the sheer force would obliterate anything in its path, almost as if it could turn matter into nothingness. And with much of the system operating autonomously, the engineers behind it have crafted an extraordinary feat of technology that leaves a lasting impression on anyone fortunate enough to witness it.


 
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China now has a train going 600 mph
Currently, the only train operating at speeds exceeding 500 km/h is the French TGV. In 2007, a TGV train set a speed record, reaching 574.8 km/h during a test on a dedicated rail line. This record was achieved with a train designed for extremely high speeds, but such speeds are not maintained during regular commercial service. Although China and Japan have some of the fastest high-speed trains in the world, none of them have yet reached the 500 km/h mark in regular operations. France, therefore, remains the only country with an operating train that has surpassed this extraordinary speed.
 
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Mäximum

Mäximum

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Apr 5, 2023
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In 2007, a TGV train set a speed record, reaching 574.8 km/h during a test on a dedicated rail line.
Meanwhile, here in Austria, our fastest train went 357 km/h on a dedicated line 💀
 
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Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
500
walk in front of the train where the average train speed is 55mph.
How about laying your neck down on the rail track so that it decapacitates you? That would be my way to do it, and the speed of the train plays a way smaller role than jumping infront of it.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,567
I also wish for an easier way to just be gone, it's so cruel and horrible to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom from the suffering you search for, it's so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

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The muzzle velocity of a handgun is 1000 to 1400 km/h, I envy the people in the US.
 
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