Envy of suicides past

[sels]

I mentioned on a thread about Robin Williams' death that I envy those who manage to ctb seemingly so easily. I realized that I am envious too of those who committed suicide before all of these nanny state protections that make it nearly impossible to ctb quickly and efficiently. To just get ahold of some barbiturates and end it...

Now even SN is hard to obtain the second they realize people are using it to find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as I always envy those who no longer suffer in this torturous existence, to me the only fortunate ones are those who are permanently at peace from this cruel, futile and dreadful existence that just causes so much suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured that should never had been imposed at all.

The fact that peaceful ways to cease existing are made illegal by humans who want others to suffer for as much and as long as possible is such horrific extreme cruelty, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm and torture, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access Nembutal so finally I can be at peace from the torture of existing.

 

[cursedlife]

I really understand as I always envy those who no longer suffer in this torturous existence, to me the only fortunate ones are those who are permanently at peace from this cruel, futile and dreadful existence that just causes so much suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured that should never had been imposed at all.

The fact that peaceful ways to cease existing are made illegal by humans who want others to suffer for as much and as long as possible is such horrific extreme cruelty, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm and torture, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access Nembutal so finally I can be at peace from the torture of existing.

are you a bot ? , literally the same phrases repeated again and again , are you intentionally trying to not sound like a human being?

 

[happysunnydayy]

are you a bot ? , literally the same phrases repeated again and again , are you intentionally trying to not sound like a human being?

Yeah. Their comments contribute nothing.