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Fadinglife

Fadinglife

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Apr 16, 2019
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I am feeling empty but it's hard to describe in words. I am numb too but i can sense a lot of pain beneath, if i go deeper there is lot of fear and anxiety almost crippling and life threatening. How does emptyness feels to you?Can anyone describe it better in words?
 
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KMS74381996

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Jun 13, 2019
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My emptiness feels suffocating. I feel like I can never crawl my way out of the dark space I get in. I feel so ashamed for what my life should be like and what my life is actually like. I feel like I can't breathe. Every moment of everyday from the Time I wake up til the time I close my eyes I can't stop thinking about this mess inside my mind. I feel disgusting just thinking about it.
 
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ZomGuy

ZomGuy

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Mar 1, 2019
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To me it feels like not being able to naturally express my emotions, if that makes sense. Basically, it costs me a shit load of energy to express my emotions. But at the same time it feels like my brain built up a blockade which just hinders me to access my feelings. But yeah it's kinda hard to describe.
 
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Fadinglife

Fadinglife

Student
Apr 16, 2019
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To me it feels like not being able to naturally express my emotions, if that makes sense. Basically, it costs me a shit load of energy to express my emotions. But at the same time it feels like my brain built up a blockade which just hinders me to access my feelings. But yeah it's kinda hard to describe.
Same, it's like a blockage.
How would you differentiate from numbness? Whenever i am like that i think i am numb
 
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ZomGuy

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Mar 1, 2019
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Same, it's like a blockage.
How would you differentiate from numbness? Whenever i am like that i think i am numb
To me it feels the same. It's pure numbness I just can't feel anything but I know that the emotions are there, just blocked, sadly.
 
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whyidon'tknow

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Jun 9, 2019
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Emptiness is my inner body my inner soul my inner thoughts and feelings lacking and purpose or hope. I run off impulse and necessity, like an autopilot
 
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FionaWR

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May 27, 2019
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I'm not empty I still have anger on my side
 
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RM5998

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Sep 3, 2018
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Like noise. The kind that looks like a garbled TV image and sounds like radio static. I'll take that over my thoughts, which are imaginary theatrical performances that remind me of what I am. And I like it when I don't have that running through my head.
 
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