Emotion Killer

[AnnonyBox]

I wish there was some kind of drug that just kills all emotions. I'd rather just be numb at this point.

 

[IWantToSleep]

I can relate to wanting this, but I'd assume this drug would backfire somehow, I think you need some emotion to function, I don't know.

 

[Pharmaruined]

I wish there was some kind of drug that just kills all emotions. I'd rather just be numb at this point.

Dht blockers.. I don't recommend it...my life is devastated and I can't even cry about it.. I would give anything to feel.. all I have is the memories of it . It's tortue , trust me
Like an empty hole.. zombie like.. dead inside

 

[Moose.000]

Lithium does that for me. Not the normal dosage. But the dosages I'd get when I repeatedly slammed my head against the door and threatened the guards did.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yeah, I get what you mean. Consciousness can be a nightmare and our minds can torture us.However I do feel numb a lot of the time and it honestly isn't much better than strong emotions.

 

[Beachedwhale]

SSRIs

 

[Lost Magic]

I just started taking lithium orotate. It is a more natural form and you don't need larger doses (which can lead to toxicity).

 

[alwaysSuffering]

benzos

 

[Rayzieka]

Let your psychiatrist take the wheel and you'll get there. They've got me on like 10 meds and the majority of the morning I can't feel anything.
I believe the major players in this are Lithium,Lorazepam,Saphris and Luvox. the others are meh..

 

[LastFlowers]

I wish there was at least a way to kill the tears, my crying is violent, involuntary, it swells my eyes and face to a painful degree, it's also an inconvenience when I'm trying to advocate for myself, it's daily and I desperately need a fucking break from it.
At this point, I wish I could cry out of my damn elbows, just leave my poor busted eyelids alone.

SSRIs

Those things had the ability to annihilate any self awareness, to the point I could have very well left the house naked and not even realized it, nor cared..which is disturbing and dangerous.
A great deal of stupid ass shit also left my mouth while on those things, as well as others.
All psych meds made me worse while not serving even the basic purpose of limiting certain emotions or the physical manifestations of such.
I hear that they do have a numbing effect on some people, but in my case, they obviously numbed the wrong areas of my brain.
The only pills I'm willing to take now, of that kind, are 'take as you need them' fast acting anxiety medication, or a prescription to straight up knock me out so I can sleep.
Everything else only serves to harm me.

I can relate to wanting this, but I'd assume this drug would backfire somehow, I think you need some emotion to function, I don't know.

Balance is key, if only it were that easy.

 

[Ch92921]

Try Zyprexa(Olanzepin), you get anhedonia.

 

[Rayzieka]

Try Zyprexa(Olanzepin), you get anhedonia.

My experience with olanzapine is pretty bleak as well. All its good for is knocking me out for two days- its the only reason they keep me prescribed.
I only use it for the big anxiety attacks/psychotic episodes that atiavan/atarax wont help with.