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chaotic_crow

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Im trying to get a complete look at every method I have at my disposal. I know it's not a very good method but it's something. I can only buy things with ebt (government money that can only be spent on food items) Ive tried looking into it but it's kinda difficult since it seems the overdose is usually accidental and people typically end up in the hospital to get treatment.
I've also considered a fuck ton of caffeine, I can barely handle one regular cup of coffee without palpitations and I have something going on with my heart but I'm not sure what it is. The downside for the caffeine though is how uncomfortable it'll be. Actually is there a way to bypass that, idk
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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Im trying to get a complete look at every method I have at my disposal. I know it's not a very good method but it's something. I can only buy things with ebt (government money that can only be spent on food items) Ive tried looking into it but it's kinda difficult since it seems the overdose is usually accidental and people typically end up in the hospital to get treatment.
I've also considered a fuck ton of caffeine, I can barely handle one regular cup of coffee without palpitations and I have something going on with my heart but I'm not sure what it is. The downside for the caffeine though is how uncomfortable it'll be. Actually is there a way to bypass that, idk
I guess some people have died from electrolyte overdose, but I think you have better chance of just ending up feeling like crap and a wicked case of diarrhea.

Caffeine would be an awful way to go.
 
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Probably a terrible way to go out. There are tons of other methods for desperate people that have lack of methods here, there's a thread filled with different types of methods. I seriously don't think it would be worth it risking something that isn't guaranteed that could make you severely unwell and make you end up suffering even more. I can't recommend methods because of my beliefs but if you ever need emotional support hit me up. ❤️
 
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May 1, 2024
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I've drank a ton of Monsters and all it did for me personally was cause my heart rate to go slightly up and make me need to go to the bathroom more often, and this is coming from someone who has bad anxiety and frequent heart-pickup rates already when I'm not on it. It all depends on the person, like for example at least two people died from drinking the charged lemonade at Panera Bread, one being a college student and the other being much older. Things like this are not a guarantee

Personally I wouldn't try it, there are much better ways to ctb
 
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chaotic_crow

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I guess some people have died from electrolyte overdose, but I think you have better chance of just ending up feeling like crap and a wicked case of diarrhea.

Caffeine would be an awful way to go.
You're right and on the street is not the place for that side effect 💀💀 hadn't even thought of that part lmao
 

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