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why am i alive?

why am i alive?

Look where i ended
Oct 18, 2023
105
I live in a country where idont have access to guns or anything. I cant order NS online cus my purchases are being Controlled by the people I live bc of my ED..
I have Nothing to hang myself with.
I don't know what else would be a good method.
I have a knife and a bathtub but I think that method would cause a lot of pain wich I don't want
Can someone help me
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
SWB (shallow water blackout) and hyperventilation. Imo it's difficult to do it. It's drowning while being unconscious.
 
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why am i alive?

why am i alive?

Look where i ended
Oct 18, 2023
105
SWB (shallow water blackout) and hyperventilation. Imo it's difficult to do it. It's drowning while being unconscious.
Do u have a link to a Post explaining how exactly to do it? I have heard of it but I WANT to be propperly informed so it works
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
Do u have a link to a Post explaining how exactly to do it? I have heard of it but I WANT to be propperly informed so it works
I'm sorry I don't have a link at hand and unfortunately the search isn't working rn. You can use the the search once it's working again. There are threads about SWB.
 
why am i alive?

why am i alive?

Look where i ended
Oct 18, 2023
105
I'm sorry I don't have a link at hand and unfortunately the search isn't working rn. You can use the the search once it's working again. There are threads about SWB.
Ok thx
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,913
Sadly suicide just isn't easy, at least to me. If it's straightforward to permanently be free from this existence I'd be long gone by this point, in fact I see suicide as the opposite of easy as we exist in this society where it's purposely made as difficult to die as possible. I hate how it's so hard to die, it's so dreadful how there aren't easy answers to leaving this existence. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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