Easy ctb methods i can just do in my room? I already gave up

[FriendDeath]

There really is no more hope, i just want to end it all, why wasnt i a miscarriage, i hate the fact that i exist, and age regressing isnt doing shit either nowadays because of my abusive family not caring to support me doing it, hopefully one way they legalize the purge so i atleast have one day to end their lives without consequences. I tried everything to ctb, nothing worked, i been to the hospital like 3 times over it, good thing they all passed it as an accident. But im fucking tired of life, bring me back to the 2000s or find a way so i can ctb easily at home

 

[LittleJem]

I really wish it was still possible to put your head in an oven

 

[FriendDeath]

I really wish it was still possible to put your head in an oven

modern ovens have some sort of security agaisnt this i think

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

You're going to be hard pressed to have anyone just offer methods. You're going to have to do your own research in the pinned threads to find a method that suits your needs.

 

[FriendDeath]

You're going to be hard pressed to have anyone just offer methods. You're going to have to do your own research in the pinned threads to find a method that suits your needs.

tbh finding one i can do at home with what i have will be hard

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

I would first read this and just be knowledgeable of what typically doesn't work:

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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Then give this thread a read and check out the resources:

Suicide Resource Compilation

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I'm in a similar position as you where I'm limited to what options I have to me. Mostly due to finances being fucked. But there are methods that can work. You'll just have to be a little more creative.

 

[FriendDeath]

I would first read this and just be knowledgeable of what typically doesn't work:

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Then give this thread a read and check out the resources:

Suicide Resource Compilation

All the links to threads, videos, audio, downloads, and information found here are being made available only for educational purposes, and have been shared by users; we cannot assure the accuracy of the data. This means the way you use this data is fully your responsibility, that you need to...

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I'm in a similar position as you where I'm limited to what options I have to me. Mostly due to finances being fucked. But there are methods that can work. You'll just have to be a little more creative.

thanks

 

[xxCuteSprinklesxx]

I guess SN? The only issue is ordering SN. How easy it is to get SN depends on where you live. If not, drowning in a tub or jumping from your room window could work.

 

[FriendDeath]

I guess SN? The only issue is ordering SN. How easy it is to get SN depends on where you live. If not, drowning in a tub or jumping from your room window could work. ...work.

spain, all that stuff is controlled way too well here, my bathroom has no lock, the way down from my window is short but there are tons of like wire hangings and steel beams so that might help?

 

[imsotired35]

Why do you think being legally allowed to kill your parents would improve your life? What difference does it make to you if they are alive or not? You are in control of your life, you can block them, go no contact, move away from home. Murder is not any kind of answer. If you think your life would be worth living if they were dead then I suggest finding a way to get out your situation without ending yours or their lives.

 

[FriendDeath]

Why do you think being legally allowed to kill your parents would improve your life? What difference does it make to you if they are alive or not? You are in control of your life, you can block them, go no contact, move away from home. Murder is not any kind of answer. If you think your life would be worth living if they were dead then I suggest finding a way to get out your situation without ending yours or their lives. ...lives.

just. i dont have anything to physically leave them

 

[imsotired35]

just. i dont have anything to physically leave them

No friends or other family you can stay with? No job for money? Not able to straight up run away?

 

[xxCuteSprinklesxx]

spain, all that stuff is controlled way too well here, my bathroom has no lock, the way down from my window is short but there are tons of like wire hangings and steel beams so that might help?

Oh I see, I didn't know Spain is that strict too. So sorry! >.<


That might help but I think the death will not be that "peaceful". You will feel a lot of pain before dying (assuming no one finds you in time). But you do you. Are you allowed to go out of the house? Could you go somewhere high enough (e.g. a bridge or a mid-to-high rise building of around 4 storeys or higher)? Hope you will find one soon! :D

If not, you can consider poisoning yourself?! I'm not sure how bad your SI is. I saw on the news that a Chinese woman drank a whole bottle of pesticide to ctb.

 

[FriendDeath]

Oh I see, I didn't know Spain is that strict too. So sorry! >.<


That might help but I think the death will not be that "peaceful". You will feel a lot of pain before dying (assuming no one finds you in time). But you do you. Are you allowed to go out of the house? Could you go somewhere high enough (e.g. a bridge or a mid-to-high rise building of around 4 storeys or higher)? Hope you will find one soon! :D

If not, you can consider poisoning yourself?! I'm not sure how bad your SI is. I saw on the news that a Chinese woman drank a whole bottle of pesticide to ctb.

should try but first i need to kill my SI