Venting Earth is a prison and existence is the sentence

[donwhitman]

Earth is just a giant prison and we are all just serving a sentence. That's all it is . Your life and things you do are totally meaningless and irrelevant. Don't fool yourself thinking otherwise.

 

[ZEROEDOUT]

I sincerely believe that this life is some sort of punishment bestowed as a cosmic response to something I've done in a past life. This is one big lesson I am failing to grasp in a way that is rewarded with any semblance of peace. So I share the sentiment I suppose.

 

[Passenger4224]

I am just very thankful that I can try to escape.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I personally think, this life and this world are really beautiful but unfortunately, it's the toxic insensitive humans that make it tough for the rest of us. If we look at everyone's reason to ctb on this site, except the ones going through chronic or terminal illnesses, it's because of some or the other moron in our life who ruined things for us.

I am just very thankful that I can try to escape.

I don't even know how to escape

 

[bloodlet]

Earth is just a giant prison and we are all just serving a sentence. That's all it is . Your life and things you do are totally meaningless and irrelevant. Don't fool yourself thinking otherwise.

That is accurate.
Believe this; but enact life accordingly to your own individuality; let it give you strength instead of weakness, which endures and eventually becomes that which is it's opposite.. over time building this endurance out of the many times you've broken.
The devil is everywhere, and life is simply too easy to take..a real form of nihilism that can turn any world into a living bleak-post apocalyptic world - as is reality, but this world is only becoming more and more decadent and beyond the comfort of its created illusions, in the end there remains something that's been long dead.
All we do is give it a kind of spirit, a kind of fire..
Only repeating itself over and over through generations of the masses who attempt to wake up. But the bloodshed is real. There has always existed a life that has upheaved and wished to understand more and that's the life you should take as a wanderer of this end.
A lot of this has simply never belonged to us. It's a game.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I personally think, this life and this world are really beautiful but unfortunately, it's the toxic insensitive humans that make it tough for the rest of us. If we look at everyone's reason to ctb on this site, except the ones going through chronic or terminal illnesses, it's because of some or the other moron in our life who ruined things for us.

I don't even know how to escape

Spot on regarding other people. They make my mental illness worse either intentionally or unintentionally. I avoid them as much as possible but can't escape everybody.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Spot on regarding other people. They make my mental illness worse either intentionally or unintentionally. I avoid them as much as possible but can't escape everybody.

I can relate. I too have had morons in every phase of my life that made me want to ctb. Otherwise, the life I'm living, it's a dream life for many. But far below my standards and expectations from my own life.
It's tough to escape many ppl sply if they live around you or if you work with such ppl. I had to leave my job the last couple of times to get rid of them. But, i found such morons in every job i realised it's the generic problem of humans

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I can relate. I too have had morons in every phase of my life that made me want to ctb. Otherwise, the life I'm living, it's a dream life for many. But far below my standards and expectations from my own life.
It's tough to escape many ppl sply if they live around you or if you work with such ppl. I had to leave my job the last couple of times to get rid of them. But, i found such morons in every job i realised it's the generic problem of humans

Even people in my own family I only see once in a while out of sufferance. Glad I'm no longer in workforce (medically retired) or id end up belting somebody.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Even people in my own family I only see once in a while out of sufferance. Glad I'm no longer in workforce (medically retired) or id end up belting somebody.

That's a good thing that you are no longer in workforce. I have to face them everyday. They are not bad but it's just that i don't want to do this project it's not something in my skillset.
So doing something that's not in my existing skillset, it's a mental torture to do it. It gives me anxiety. Yesterday that anxiety was so high, it made me have rum

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

That's a good thing that you are no longer in workforce. I have to face them everyday. They are not bad but it's just that i don't want to do this project it's not something in my skillset.
So doing something that's not in my existing skillset, it's a mental torture to do it. It gives me anxiety. Yesterday that anxiety was so high, it made me have rum

Even the process of getting on disability support pension made me want to suicide. Can't win in this hellhole.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Even the process of getting on disability support pension made me want to suicide. Can't win in this hellhole.

So true its really difficult

 

[Douggy82]

Yep, literally a prison. Suffering is the point. I didn't realize how bad it was until I went throgh literaly hell for years to try to turn my life around. I actually succeed. Satan sent some extra special psychopaths to destroy me.

It's a prison and there's literal prison guards who will beat you down severely if happiness start to creep in. Just like in real, physical prison, there's a bunch of sadistic guards that get off on hurting people.