Help Dumb question: Is taking SN when you're sleepy (15 hours or so awake) preferable or can you just take it whenever? Will you fall unconscious the same?

[sanlcx]

I'm asking this because i might be able to take SN today in 5 hours or so, i just woke up some minutes ago and my stomach will already be very empty by then

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Will that even feasible considering it could impair your focus. How certain are you that you will take sn 5 hours from now?

 

[sanlcx]

How certain are you that you will take sn 5 hours from now?

It's just that my parents might go out today, so i'll have about 3 to 4 hours alone. If they don't they probably will tomorrow morning, where i'll be awake for 15 to 16 hours by then (i won't go to sleep anymore, unless they also decide to not go out tomorrow).

Will that even feasible considering it could impair your focus.

I think so, it would only considerably impair my focus if i was awake for 20 hours or more

 

[DreamEnd]

It's just that my parents might go out today, so i'll have about 3 to 4 hours alone. If they don't they probably will tomorrow morning, where i'll be awake for 15 to 16 hours by then (i won't go to sleep anymore, unless they also decide to not go out tomorrow).


I think so, it would only considerably impair my focus if i was awake for 20 hours or more

Shouldn't be a problem

 

[Abyssal]

I mean, I don't see how that'd make a difference?

 

[sanlcx]

I mean, I don't see how that'd make a difference?

I thought since you'll be very sleepy if awake for 15 hours or more, that it'd help with anxiety since you'd be more relaxed and it'd be faster to fall unconscious as well, but i don't know, maybe it doesn't make a difference. That's why i said it was a dumb question.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

It's just that my parents might go out today, so i'll have about 3 to 4 hours alone. If they don't they probably will tomorrow morning, where i'll be awake for 15 to 16 hours by then (i won't go to sleep anymore, unless they also decide to not go out tomorrow).

So you're taking advantage of this short window you have to ctb with the added fatigue you already have right now. I think anything to help with anxiety but I'm worried about how impaired in focus you may be however i suppose you know yourself the best

 

[sanlcx]

So you're taking advantage of this short window you have to ctb with the added fatigue you already have right now. I think anything to help with anxiety but I'm worried about how impaired in focus you may be however i suppose you know yourself the best

I'm not impaired right now as i'm only awake for 3 hours, just woke up. If i don't get the opportunity to attempt ctbing today, then i'll wait till tomorrow morning where then i'll be kind of impaired, as i'll be awake for 15 hours or more.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I'm not impaired right now as i'm only awake for 3 hours, just woke up. If i don't get the opportunity to attempt ctbing today, then i'll wait till tomorrow morning where then i'll be kind of impaired, as i'll be awake for 15 hours or more.

So is your goal to wait till tomorrow for the 15hrs to pass first or are you just going for it whenever parents leave.

 

[sanlcx]

So is your goal to wait till tomorrow for the 15hrs to pass first or are you just going for it whenever parents leave.

I'll definitely do it tomorrow morning if i end up deciding not to do it tonight (if they do go out, there's a chance they might decide to stay, in that case i won't be attempting tonight anyway). In any case, i won't break my fast if they do end up going out and i decide to go on with it tonight. I might or might not make a goodbye thread to contribute to the community by having one more SN case (be it successful or not, i might end up failing, hopefully not)

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I'll definitely do it tomorrow morning if i end up deciding not to do it tonight (if they do go out, there's a chance they might decide to stay, in that case i won't be attempting tonight anyway). In any case, i won't break my fast if they do end up going out and i decide to go on with it tonight. I might or might not make a goodbye thread to contribute to the community by having one more SN case (be it successful or not, i might end up failing, hopefully not)

I see. It seems you've considered taking sn in either scenario, having considered all that you have to do and leaving behind a gb thread is not something you have to do and hopefully you will find peace. That being said, I'm glad we had our interactions for what it was worth when we spoke. Whatever happens, I'm fully with you.